pam-u-la's Journal, 23 September 2012

Day 37 of 65

Wow it's the 23rd already and I have 1 month to reach my goal! Guess that means buckling down a wee bit! Which I can do, but will need to fight not becoming finatical about it.

Yesterday I did not get done everything I had planned to do. Sure I have a 1001 excuses why but in reality there is no excuse I simply lost motivation to do anything. Around 6ish I finally got up oFf my lazy arse and did 3 loads of laundry and have another 2 to do today. Maybe the list I had created was too overwhelming and daunting so in true Pam form I gave up! Yep that sounds exactly right!

Today however I started the day off with reading my horriscope and somethings that were said in it were scarily accurate and reflected some of my thoughts that I already had in my head. Thing like being my own best friend, and not expecting things from others but from myself. Learning to put my own heart into myself, then balancing helping others while I help myself.

So today I am grateful for:
All the small wonders of my immediate surrounding
Sunshine that streams through my window and makes my stain glass a beautiful specticle
Watching the wildlife prepeare for winter (okay they are just squirrels, but still wild! Lol)
Hot coffee on chilly mornings
My family and the pictures sent to me of a very happy brother!
Ability to actually miss my roomate, and the chance to think how much he truly means to me!
Weekends to unwind and rejuvenated in order to prepare for a wicked work week ahead
One of my FS buddies who has decided not to leave us!
All my FS buddies their encouragement and messages of that provides strength to keep going!

I believe that would be all today! As that bag oh laundry is staring at me saying come on lady I want to be washed!! Lol
Have a thankful Sunday everyone!

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1416 kcal

Fat: 45.53g | Prot: 31.50g | Carb: 222.21g.   Breakfast: 100% Whole Wheat Bread, Sugar, Bananas, No Calorie Sweetener (Packets), Coffee, Margarine, Smooth Peanut Butter. Lunch: No Calorie Sweetener, Tea (Brewed). Dinner: Soda (Other Than Cola or Pepper, Without Caffeine, Low Calorie), Margarine, Herbal Tea, No Calorie Sweetener (Packets), 100% Whole Wheat Bread, Triple Berry. Snacks/Other: Sweet & Salty Popcorn. more...

2073 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 35 minutes, Dance (fast step, aerobic) - 30 minutes, Housework - 5 hours, Resting - 9 hours and 55 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...