Supergainz1's Journal, 10 May 2024

Good morning super!! Like your mug. 

Hmm, am I allowed to ask? Is it a cookie? 

oh yeah. congratulations. i tried to make some yesterday and they ended up in the garbage. 🤣 

Lol yea it’s a chocolate chip walnut cookie! 🤤 

A week supply work of preworkout at that 💪 

Yum 😋 cookies for the win. 

Is that someone a girlfriend?? 🤔 

Yes but not just any gf, one that supports my preworkout ritual 👌 

Nice!! When do we get to meet her?? 🤗 

Awww, what a lucky guy! A woman who cooks/bakes and supports your fitness goals is a keeper! I just broke up with mine a few weeks ago. Lost 240lbs of man. He was very nice, but he didn’t bake for me. 

Lol I’m not much for sharing my personal life. But maybe one day. Thiccness he was very nice but you dumped him?? What gives. And it’s a balance, she feeds me and I fix things for her. But the awesome part is she knows how much lifting means to me. Can’t tell you how many others actually gets jealous of me lifting n rather than having more time with them.I have very little free time in my life. And I’ve been there where when you get into a relationship and sacrifice time for each other and feed each other till you both get fat n unhealthy and then most will break up there then get fitter n the cycle repeats.  

Super, that’s so awesome. A balance like that is a dream come true. The guy I was with wanted to get more serious than I was willing to get and I could tell he was getting frustrated that he couldn’t get more from me. It’s not his fault. He’s younger, has no kids, and has so much free time. And my life is constantly go go go. I felt I had to constantly defend my busy lifestyle to him. It was hard to balance everything, so it was my fault. He was a great boyfriend. But he needs to be with a 20 year old. As much as I enjoyed spending time with him, I was getting into an unhealthy routine of prioritizing his needs over my own and it was starting to take a toll on me.  

Lol that’s me in every relationship. Especially now that I prioritize lifting. Like it’s part of my life now. I know before lifting, I was unhealthy and back pains n knee pains. I felt weak. Now I’m stronger than in my 20s, so I will keep worshipping the iron gods 😂 I’ve been called shallow cuz they think I do it for looks. So I’m like an asshole, instead of explaining my way out of it I ask them is that so bad? Lol to get fit n look better and be healthier n stronger. If that’s shallow then it’s not a bad thing. Not to mention being sexier for your partner. Makes the sex that much better. If that is shallow, then where’s the bad? I’ve been told they would like me if I got far too… I’m like that’s not 100% true. And they ask me if I would like them if they got fat or fatter. I tell I don’t know. Until I see them that way then I’ll know. Cuz fatness can change a person as well. I know I’m a different person now than before for sure. So bottom line is relationships are hard 😂