kaylinrenee's Journal, 09 May 2023

tomorrow will be my re-start, i swear. it has been a ROUGH week and to make matters worse, my ex knew about my losses but still woke up and chose a$$hole attitude as usual- my uncle passed last night after a bad fall-multiple skull fractures. icing on cake

this is a photo from my small hike today (maybe 40mins, very flat and easy- also did the treadmill for 1.5 miles, and walked outside 1.5 miles additional to the hike....and cut some grass (27k steps total).. i ate... a LOT.....and cried...a LOT. I've never felt this much mental exhaustion... being outside in nature always brings me peace.

My aunt and uncle couldn't make it to my grandpa's (her dad's) funeral and now she has to bury her husband (my uncle)... it's hard to even contemplate her emotions... my heart is shattered. He was the BEST guy.

Diet Calendar Entry for 09 May 2023:
2634 kcal Activities & Exercise: Fitbit - 24 hours. more...

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Hugs 🤗🤗 so sorry for your losses and stressors 
10 May 23 by member: cindylynnwho
Sorry to hear what you are going thru. From the point of view as I was once one of those kids with parents having issue's that lead to divorce. Be the better and dont argue or physically act out in front of the kid's, thats what he wants so he can say "Look she's unstable". As hard as it can be, way down deep inside don't you want the best for the kid's ? If thing's get to bad, take the kid's and find shelter else where. - Do talk with coworkers about it, maybe one of them can help or at least suggest option's as you never know who has been thru what you are going thru now. - Staying in a home thats always agrueing leads to much emotional and mental issue's because the kid's never know if it's "safe" so they will become quiet and stay by themselves not interacting with others. Not good for social growth for them or you. When you look at the world from a scared or angry you never truly relax or get to enjoy the world around you. Best wishes thing's get better soon. 
10 May 23 by member: Fordtudor37
cyber hugs. so sorry about your recent losses. from experience I would like to tell u it gets easier but he sounds like a complete douche. hang in there, u got this. 
10 May 23 by member: DLonggone
thank you all! narcissists don't change. I'm thankful he's out of my house and i didn't have the kids or i wouldn't have freaked. but i had enough for the day.  
10 May 23 by member: kaylinrenee
I am so sorry to hear this. I sent a prayer for you and your family. And a hug.  
10 May 23 by member: -MorticiaAddams
I'm so sorry to hear that. sending prayers and thoughts to you ❤️ 
10 May 23 by member: Asarver
I'm so sorry for your losses. Life can be so hard sometimes! 
10 May 23 by member: davidsprincess
Sorry for your loss, sending prayers 🙏🏻🙏🏻 and hugs,hope things get better!! 
10 May 23 by member: cmj29
your uncle too! good lord. very sorry for your losses. and impressed by how well you stick to your workouts. I had a long rough patch after losing my uncle a few years ago. 
10 May 23 by member: johncip
truly thank you all so much 
10 May 23 by member: kaylinrenee
I am sorry for your loss.  
10 May 23 by member: Aprilwalk
I’m sorry for your loss and that you had to interact with the nasty rearend ex. Glad that you were able to spend time on the hike and other activities. Praying 🙏 for you and your children. 
10 May 23 by member: TomLong
Praying for you.  
10 May 23 by member: JimGordon65
So sorry  
10 May 23 by member: booger12
So Sorry for your Loss 🙏 💔 🙏 💔 
10 May 23 by member: LinYeti
Sorry for your families loss, Dandelions are a perfect example of how fragile life can be…all it takes is a bit of wind and they are gone, but not for good they will scatter and there seeds will grow again new. 
11 May 23 by member: Jeff Hambey
That is a pretty picture. Don’t let anyone cast shade over the fond memories of your family. 
11 May 23 by member: NavyVeteran
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