Today has been a good day. I've managed to eat halfway decent. I had a teeny tiny brownie made from heaven. Seriously.. I hae no idea how the thing was made or what was in it but it was a teeny tiny bite of heaven. Compared to it nothing can equal it's magnificent. Now.. so long as my co-worker doesn't get the recipe from her daughter in law.. I will be safe. Upon eating the tiny piece of chocolate heaven my coworker asked me.. "Who needs spandex anyways?" To which I had no reply. Later I thought.. I DO! Ok I really don't.. but I want it to be an option. Not just because I want to smooth out the rolls under my clothes either. I want to feel confident enough to wear a bright pink freakin suit of spandex.. then choose not to because well.. I'm still somewhat sane. So today my inspiration is spandex that I will never wear because that's rational. I think.
I think today will be Day 1 of my 30 day commitment to getting rid of the 180's because well.. I still have 550 calories left and it's 4:11. I'm pretty sure I can succeed. Now if I only had 100 calories left I would have said I will start tomorrow. If I fail tomorrow then today was just practice. Yup yup. I'm going to go google spandex now. I'm pretty sure my results will be 50/50.. they will either inspire me or scare me back in line.
Update.. or I will find THIS and rethink my views on spandex all together. Still can't pull it off and I need one for a girl.. but it will be an option some day.