madfoxmade's Journal, 02 December 2020

I’m essential alone but have quite a few friends and we help each other all the time. 

We're here for you. I'm sure your medical staff with be super supportive! I wish you the best. 

Hi madfoxmade, I don't know if you believe in God but you won't be alone, He will be with you! I pray that it goes well and that you feel God's comfort! God bless 🙏🏼 

The EMG isn't so bad. I have another one scheduled for the 14th. The skin biopsy on the other hand sucks! I wish you well and know that you are not alone, we're here for you! 

Melissa thank you for your prayers and reminding me 🙏🏻🙏🏻 yes I am and I have been praying for so many things lately. I feel like God is up there saying there that spoiled child of mine is again asking me for another favor. Although I know God don’t really work that way. It’s just all my people support system is either passed from this earth or living elsewhere now and I am living in this town all alone now. No one to call, no one comes by to say hello. You don’t know how lonely it is until you are in the middle of a pandemic like this and your entire family is miles and hours away. You are in a town you haven’t lived in very long and have not been long enough to have made any friends yet. It is so lonely. It’s me and my little dog LuLu. My son found her and no one claimed her. I have had her since September and she has been a God send for sure. Anyway thank you 🙏🏻 I am a believer. 

Jeann thank you your feedback hopefully my experience will be as good as yours. I have a very good medical team here and I have great confidence in them. Just not so much in my body. 

You can do it madfoxmade! We’ll be thinking about you!  

Thank you everyone for all your support. I am so thankful for you all 

I had an EMG recently, if you’re nervous or it’s too much pain you can ask the doctor to just do the tests that matter the most and then you’re done, I had to do that and it was no problem!