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19 October 2010

Whew, life will you please slow down and let me breath for a minute? Please? Ok, thank you!

First things first...I made some very bad choices yesterday and I don't feel one bit guilty! It was my son's birthday! We had his party at McDonald's so I did have a cheeseburger happy meal and a cupcake. Today is a new day though and it's back to work. I haven't eaten breakfast yet but I know I am going to have to very soon. Turkey bacon is sounding yummy right about now LOL!

I am sorry I haven't gotten around to journals the last few days. I have been really busy with school and Skylar's birthday! It's been a hectic class with this finance thing. I like the class and find it interesting but it's also very time consuming. It keeps me at the computer a lot so that isn't good...that's when I crave food!

Oh and to make sure I get back on track, I gave the rest of the cupcakes to our neighbors last night! LOL!

Back on track, and I hope you all are doing well!

Happy Tuesday! <3 yourself!

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16 October 2010

Okay, I battled Chocolate all week long, dealt with my monthly visitor and depression and I still lost 1.7 pounds. I am very proud of that considering I expected the scales to go up or even remain at the same number with the water retention going on and all.

Yesterday I got a call from "The Rush", which is a health club. Apparently I won a free one months membership for myself and my family....I told the guy I don't go anywhere without my 3 and almost 5 year old.....and he says to me, no worries, your membership will cover free care for them as well! So I was excited and set up an appointment for this morning. I get there and he says to me "just because you told me about the kids doesn't mean I knew you were going to bring them." ...What a fooken idiot. He said they were covered yesterday and now this morning he wants me to pay for a membership. Bump him. I almost joined anyway...just for myself and let dad stay home with the kids when I workout BUT I decided my principles were more important and I would not be a member of any club that would talk down to me or make me feel inferior or dumb. So the Rush is out. I will look into another option but just not today. I am depressed and hate to admit it. It seems like nothing goes right in my life anymore. I am tired of being let down and disappointed by others. I know I should only worry about what I do or say but it does bother me.

Anyways, got to get to cleaning the house. Made myself a yummy egg sandwich for breakfast....I love eggs! They are so yummy and so full of good stuff! I just have a problem with sticking to one egg hahahaha!

I hope everyone has a wonderful Saturday! Remember to love yourself!

Weigh-in: 206.0 lb

lost so far: 7.0 lb

still to go: 76.0 lb

Diet followed reasonably well

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14 October 2010

Barf.

Okay my turkey breast cutlets came out ok last night...although a little dry. They were boneless and skinless and turkey is already a dry meat....anyways...I cooked them too long. I had poured a can of stewed tomatoes over it hoping for something similar to yummy but alas, no dice. It was edible but not good.

Tonight I made Talapia fillets. Someone needs to share a recipe because those things were disgusting. And yes I do like fish....especially salmon and tuna fillets. I guess I must have seasoned them improperly.

Tomorrow I am going to make hamburger helper, but make it with ground turkey instead of ground beef. I am hoping that will cut my guilt. I absolutely love the quickness of "helpers" and the taste is ok. Keith never turns it down.

Im at less than 1200 calories for the day and already had dinner so going to have to figure out something to add in there before 8. Maybe 200 calories worth of creamy chocolate? OH YUM....IDK....maybe I shouldn't.................

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13 October 2010

Okay I skipped a day of journaling, but that just means I have something to actually say today.

I am almost back to normal from the cold....still congested but no sore throat. My monthly friend is still visiting and I am still struggling with the chocolate BUT I am going to kick that chocolate in the ass today. I did stay within my calorie limits yesterday and had 9 of those mini kit kat bars BUT I was so hungry....they just weren't filling so today I plan on no chocolate. And if it doesn't work, Keith is taking all of his candy to work tomorrow or I am going to throw it in the trash. Just because I am on my period doesn't mean I have the right to do this to my body.

Going to try something new today :) I am making baked turkey breast cutlets for dinner! Wish me luck!

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11 October 2010

I am not even going to pretend I am motivated today. I am cramping and the kit kats and reese cups are mean. So I quit logging my food for today.

Tomorrow is a new day and I will get back to logging...I just hope my body agrees to doing it!

If I have to, I will throw the candy away! LOL

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