Mother of 2. Gained weight long before kids, right after college I just kept collecting and collecting pounds. I think about myself now (Jan 2012)- at 243, and then I think about me at 150 pounds, and how fat I thought I was THEN. It's quite depressing at times, because I still feel sexy (with the lights off, lol), and my husband says NOTHING negative towards my weight at all. He still finds me sexy. But, in a mirror says a different story. I'm 38, 243 lbs. I feel like I'm 27, and 130 pounds! I want to get as close as I can to how I "feel" before I dont feel that way anymore.