Too fat to run....I want to run. I want to be able to do sit ups. I want to be able to shave/see my legs and arm pits without it being a workout. I want to not always feel like I am hungry and when I have fed my face feel like I am sleepy. I want to have energy to go out in the world and do things instead of sit in this house all day and get bigger and bigger so they will need to remove a wall to remove me. I want to live for at least 20 more years because I really love to play bingo, and fish, and go to the beach. I want to have sex like a mad woman again like I did before I got fat. I want to be an inspiration to people instead of a burden on society and my family because they worry I might die from being so fat and out of shape. This isn't just about me. I want to be the best I can be. I want to die being able to say I helped myself and others when all hope was lost. Most of all I want to be remembered as a healthy, helpful person that would do anything to help others and not a gross fat slob that did nothing.