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04 April 2013

Still motivated and doing good but scared I am going to die because my calories I am burning are way more than what I am eating :/ I was so full yesterday at lunch I made myself eat it which I know cant be good so I cut my nutriblast serving down to 8 oz instead of 16oz. That way I can eat the yummy lunches I make because I dont care how great those damn things taste I have to have meat and chew food lol Turkey bacon is amazing still :D I have one slice every morning with whatever I eat I am so not missing bacon. Still sore but not put out sore just...you been a fat lazy slob sore....feels nice that my body is talking to me in a good burn way I have to admit it beats the always tired and hungry way it used to be. Hip still not hurting!! I thought for sure it would take a few weeks to see the results of my hip no longer hurting but it hasnt hurt in a few days now. I didn't even have to take an aleve last night before bed and decided I am not that sore it isnt tolerable. Now to just make sure I am not going to die over this calorie thingy and I will be set.

03 April 2013

I don't know if it is all in my mind, but I feel absolutely awesome. Pretty sore from gym time yesterday but I feel so healthy. Having the most awesome breakfast this morning as well. Today is a great day cant wait to see how I do on my walk. Is it possible to feel skinny but still be fat? That's so how I am owning my body today. I am going to strut up and down the streets like I am Cindy Crawford. Might even sing that I am too sexy song HA! I better not get too ahead of myself and start shaking my ass I might break my hip lol Oh speaking of hip it DID NOT hurt last night when I went to bed and I can sit and it doesn't hurt! I am so stoked now if I can get my ankles stronger we will be in business :D I am sure the weight loss will definitely help out though. Even with all the personal BS going on in my life at the moment I refuse to let it become an excuse to not keep moving or eat right. I can do everything I need to do no matter where I am even if my tools or resources are limited. Amazing how fast typical household items or items in nature can become great work out tools lol

02 April 2013

Okay so yesterday I walked to free bingo 1.8 miles, I thought I was going to die. I swear I heard my ankles screaming at me asking me WTF are you doing? If you dont stop this we are going to give out! A few hills got me almost, felt like I was going to have a heart attack or pass out. Couldn't even sing and walk because my breathe would get to short. I think it was all in my mind because as I saw the bingo sign and it was almost time for free bingo to start I found myself with a boost of energy feeling like a million bucks walking briskly so I did not miss the first game lol Have to work on not letting my mind take control of my efforts to succeed! Thought I would be too sore to do anything today and I took an Aleve before bed because my hip was hurting again. Woke up and I am very much alive and not as sore as I thought :D No walking to free bingo today though, today I am going to Amber's gym to workout with her :/ never been to a gym but I want to be there for her she needs motivation she is fat too just like me. Will see how this goes lol
So stoked I burnt way more calories than I ate yesterday due to the fact I won all day queen at bingo, ate a personal pan pizza for lunch due to no options but vending machines but that's okay it worked out like I never ate it. Still waiting for my nutribullet to arrive will be so happy when it does. I want results now but I know that is just not realistic lol I was hoping I would wake up and be healthy and not so fat lol Took a long time to get this fat will take a little time to get rid of it. I am still motivated more than ever even through the soreness and whenever I need a little boost I listen to Sixx AM. They have a song called "Accidents Can Happen" sooooooo inspirational and motivating. When I was walking and it came on I found myself saying out loud...."I wont give up...."

29 March 2013

29 March 2013

Weigh-in: 231.4 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 89.4 lb Diet followed N/A

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