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11 June 2012

11 June 2012

11 June 2012

11 June 2012

I keep tettering on this diet, weight should be falling off, and it was. But now taking these darn steroids for my neck is making me slag. Stupid steroids, if it didn't hurt so bad I wouldn't have taken them at all. SO now I have to fight the constant munchies and the scale. There is only so much healthy food a person can handle in a day to keep their calories low and be satisfied at the same time. I can't give up I can't give up!!! I have chewed so much gum in the last couple of days to fight the urge to just eat even when I know I am not hungry. SO my jaws hurt I have chewed so much. I have even been so bad as to fight with my 10 year old daughter about my last piece of chewing gum...I have it bad and I about chewed her head off over a piece of gum. Poor kid, I went and bought her a huge bag just for herself and to keep hidden from me. I hope it helps! lol

09 June 2012

Thank goodness tomorrow is a new day- the steroids I am taking are driving me crazy with hunger. I have uncontrollable urges to shove food inot my mouth and I am not even hungry. It just isn't fair. I have been working so hard at my diet and gaining control again, now I have to start with this freaking deal again. Steroids are the main reason I am back in this position to start with. I have to go back to the doctor on Monday, and I am going to insist that if I have to take this freaking medicine they give me diet pills....Do you think they have anything that will make me detest food? Because if I didn't like food so much it would be such a better thing. Maybe I can be hypnotized into eating 3 bites of food at at time, no more than 5 times a day. and then I can consume plain tea whenever I am really hungry. If I think food will make me sick and refuse to eat unless I had too I would have much more control. But I love food and it loves me. I really really do love food.Please give me strength to fight the urge to cram so much food into my mouth!

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