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Great birthday party, borrowed a fun slinky scarlet frock from mother, too big in the hips, not big enough in the bust... she still insisted no underwear on account of the vpl!
Ate too much, drank too much, what the hell. Eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow we die.
Good job each day we wake up it is today. ... ...
Damage is done, I will pull it back, not beating myself up.
I love the old folk, they are fun. Even gramps got into the frivolous spirit and donned the psychadelic flares we got for him to go over his meccano Ilzarov cage. Bless him.
I have decided to love my body, not fight it. It is what it is, it will change for the better, because I want to, but I will not hide any more.
Fat? Sure. Happy? You bet! I will still be happy when I am normal healthy weight. Not wasting any more time feeling bad about my physique. See it, live it, learn from it and improve. Don't repeat past mistakes, move on. Live and learn. We only get one life.
Bring it on!!!
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154.5 lb
Lost so far: 5.1 lb.
Still to go: 11.2 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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steady weight
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