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HOLY SH*TTTTTTTTTTT! Okay, I didn't think I'd be this excited about it but I am! I am officially UNDER 200 pounds now! 198.4 sure looks good! And feels even better!
I am very sorry I haven't been much of a buddy lately, I do want to correct that but I've been very busy and had a lot on my mind. Some of it does have to do with my weight loss but more of it has to do with some personal issues I am going through.
I've also been horrible with recording my food and I need to get back on track and have done pretty well yesterday and today. Thanks Stacie for the check in the booty. I needed to log in and read that today!
The personal issues have really made me think about things and what I truly want out of life. When I first started losing weight this time, it was because I wanted Keith to be attracted to me again. And I still do, but now it's for ME! I can't believe how much better I feel about myself even though I can't really see any weight gone. All I know is my bras are lose (ok body, I didn't want to lose my tatas!), my pants are fitting better, and I have more energy in general! Even if I don't hit 135 anytime in the near future, I am VERY proud that I have accomplished as much as I have. 21 pounds altogether (give or take a few tenths) and I am bursting with excitement. I even find myself willing to take pictures of myself. I realize I am not where I want to be or anything but I just generally feel better about myself.
I said it doesn't matter if I hit 135 or not and that is true, but it doesn't mean I am going to give up either. I will look good in a bikini (haven't worn one since I was 14) and I will feel even better about myself as time goes on.
So many people have been really helpful. First and foremost, I gotta thank Keith for being so very supportive. His two sisters and his mom have also been extremely supportive and for that I am very grateful. I am not sure the four of them even realize how much the things they say mean to me but they mean a lot and have helped me more than they could possibly know. Stacie, thank you for taking the journey with me, kicking me in the ass when I need it, and just all around being supportive and non judgmental. And to my Fatsecret buddies that have supported me regardless of whether I have been here or not, a great big thank you!
Hang in there, if I can do this, ANYONE can!
Much <3 and peace from me to you!
Mary Ann
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198.4 lb
Lost so far: 14.6 lb.
Still to go: 68.4 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 05 November 2010:
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1255 kcal
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Fat: 44.76g | Prot: 54.15g | Carb: 166.96g.
Breakfast: Wild Blueberry Muffins. Lunch: Grapes (Red or Green, European Type Varieties Such As Thompson Seedless), 2% Milk American Cheese Singles, 100% Natural Whole Wheat Thin Buns, Fresh Ground Turkey Patties. Dinner: Fat Free Potato Crisps. Snacks/Other: Milk Chocolate Bar with Almonds, Special K Bar - Chocolatey Pretzel. more...
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losing 4.1 lb a week
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