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My grandmother passed away yesterday. . .and I didn't get to talk to her on the phone because I was dealing with my F*%&^ boss giving a hard time about approving my leave to go to MExico and see my grandma.
I was so mad at him, stress, etc I went to Krispy Kream and had about 4 donuts. . .then came the guilt of course. I did lose today but I guess those donuts will eventualy affect my weightloss. I talked to the clinic that gives me the hcg and they said to stop the whole program until I come back. I plan to fill my Phentermine prescription to take it while in Mexico so I don't pig out. . .why does everything happen at the same time. . .I guess this is life and I strongly beleive that God is allowing this to happen to make me stronger.
-Jesus, I'm sorry I failed you by eating those donuts yestarday, please forgive me- I have to control my body.
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248.4 lb
Lost so far: 13.6 lb.
Still to go: 108.4 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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losing 21.0 lb a week
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My sincere condolences for your lost.We are allowed to trip up,and God never gives us obstacles we can't get over. It sometimes takes time to figure how to get over it but we eventually do.Hang in there and you will get through this.
take care...
21 Aug 10 by member: zacali
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Elixa...I am sooo sorry for your loss....You just take good care of yourself and do your best. That is all anyone can expect. God loves you no matter what...you do Him a disservice if you love yourself any less than He does!
21 Aug 10 by member: Star_Glow
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Thanks, you guys are so right, I can do this :-D
21 Aug 10 by member: Elixaveth
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Oh, I am so sorry to hear about your grandmother's passing. We can't control everything, and especially our bosses. Although you ate the donuts out of emotion, you at least recognize that you did it and understand that it will affect your weight loss. We all screw up. Take a breather and know that you'll do better tomorrow. Sometimes it comes down to making the best of the situation, even if your choices are between something bad and something worse. Don't give up the fight just because you tripped up. Take your time to grieve and then get back to it when you are ready. In the interim, just make the best choices that you can. You can do it.
02 Sep 10 by member: ehead
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