Blood Pressure: 133/85 Pulse: 71 Time Recorded: 1034 a Cups of Water Drank: 6
I am...very ashamed of myself...I binged...and I binged bad. I know why it happened too...I had went into a job interview...to a job that I really really wanted. Yesterday, they called me and told me that they were going to hire someone else...and try to hire me for the summer but it wasn't a guarantee. Yesterday...I thought I was alright with it...but today, it fully set in and gods I feel like a loser...so I binged badly. I don't even want to workout tonight...so...I am not going to. Give myself the rest of the night to calm down...and center myself...meditate on everything and accept it as it is. I think it is fair...right?
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