8hunter6's Journal, 29 June 2016

my back hurts today... a lot. we got a new mattress hoping it could help me.. well my hips and knees don't hurt now but my back is the same..... I had my mri, so far I haven't gotten good news. I see a neurologist in august to see what my opinions are... but from my research, I don't have many.. I don't think I can have surgery right now because I have no one to watch my son or help me with him. I may have to wait until he's older.

so it's hard to move today... I suddenly lost strength in my back yesterday and bent backwards out of no where. .. god that hurt... scared me... I'm used to my leg giving out, but not that.

I need to exercise. I feel so weak today. but i have to find the damned energy to get up and get on that damned bike or elliptical... they say exercise strengthens your bones right? well since mine are wearing away I should probably do it. .... I know people get knee pain and say it's bad... but you could technically just chop your leg off and get a prosthetic. ... I can't chop my spine off and get a new one. and I've been told my back problems aren't usually found in my age group but people 40+ but my back was compared to a 60 year old. my back is twice my age and will give out one day completetly .... osteoarthritis doesn't go away.... degeneration is for life

so since I am completely screwed I'll still try... I ordered supplements, I'm going to get on one of those torture machines today and cry my way through the pain. then I'll cry my way through yoga and hope to god I feel better after its done.

I must have been a real asshat in a past life.....


UPDATE: OK... I stopped feeling sorry for my stupid self and took little man for a bike ride

Diet Calendar Entry for 29 June 2016:
688 kcal Fat: 39.25g | Prot: 59.43g | Carb: 26.73g.   Breakfast: Strawberries, Sargento Mozzarella Cheese Stick, Happy Farms Spreadable Cheese Wedges, Boar's Head EverRoast Oven Roasted Chicken Breast. Lunch: Boiled Egg, Wholly Guacamole Wholly Guacamole Minis, Sargento Mozzarella Cheese Stick. Snacks/Other: Breyers CarbSmart Chocolate Ice Cream. more...

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My lower back had been hurting me randomly! We think it's our mattress too bit not sure? :/ can out really effect you that bad I didn't know! I also do bar weighted squats.... lol not sure what that's called so I thought it might bed that.... it's been a few weeks of pain even hurts when I sneeze! I hope yours goes away let us know! 
29 Jun 16 by member: kitten75
Ps you're so close to onederland! Congrats! Your dedication is inspiring! 
29 Jun 16 by member: kitten75
Sorry hunter I finally read your whole post.... i didn't know you had a diagnosed issue with your back and bones! How and when did you find that out?? I hope it gets better! 
29 Jun 16 by member: kitten75
my spine got bad when I was 18... bad genetics mixed with a work accident led to a life of pain. really all I can do is bike, yoga, supplements, stop carrying my toddler so much, lose more weight and start going to the chiropractor again... I'm not sure what the dr. can tell me that's different.. I bet I'll pay a bunch of money for him to tell me what I just said. until they come up with spine replacement surgery, I think I'm screwed lol............ *sigh* I just have to stop being so depressed over it. negative moods makes it hurt more..... I have to remember I have many other things to be thankful for even if it's hard to see past this right now 
29 Jun 16 by member: 8hunter6
yup so close to onederland!! I was takin my husbands ear off about that last night until his eyes glazed over lol 
29 Jun 16 by member: 8hunter6
and the story of my spine is long and boring...but short version... got hurt, was put on drugs, became and addict, chiropractor for years, physio, more pills, lost family and friends over pills, ditched pills, lost feeling in leg, re learn to walk, after fighting for 7 or so years finally got an mri, was told no one will help me until I'm pissing and shitting myself, told I'd be in a wheelchair. .....pregnant, baby seemed to help it somehow..... now losing weight shifted me bringing back pain... I'm falling back to where I was but I'm trying to fight it 
29 Jun 16 by member: 8hunter6
@Hunter.......I feel for you. I have issues with my neck and lower back and it started in my mid-forties. Just do what you can when you can. You've done good so far. Keep on fighting. Hugs. 
29 Jun 16 by member: Engeland
Would one of those back support belts (you can get at Walmart) be of help to you?  
29 Jun 16 by member: trackin64
I'm sorry to hear your back is still hurting! And with the kids, my goodness! Have you thought of swimming for exercise to ease the pain and pressure? My mother (she exercises unlike myself) has chronic back pain, she's really into swimming and yoga (for stretching) those are the only exercises she does but she says it helps with her back pain. Please relax, de stress and try to feel better!!!!! 
29 Jun 16 by member: smartygirlCA
so sorry...I agree with trackin, the back brace is my savior when I hurt. 
29 Jun 16 by member: FloridaAngel
I will NOT snoop your food diary. I do know that osteoarthritis is reversible. It's about reducing inflammation in your body. Inflammation is autoimmune in nature. The best resource I know is Dr. Terry Wahls, who reversed the symptoms of her own progressive secondary multiple sclerosis using diet, electric stim, and supplements. If you already have deformities and/or ruptured discs, that won't change, but reducing inflammation will reduce pain. Non food methods to reduce inflammation include meditation, skin to skin contact or self massage and sunlight. I just want to say it's not hopeless. I have family members who were given your same poor prognosis after work injuries. They are now 54 and 74 and still walking. The 54 year old is still working. He is powered by pot and booze, though, and I don't recommend that! Just want to say the professionals get it wrong sometimes.  
29 Jun 16 by member: LadyinDenim
I have herniated disks, last I heard I had stage 3 degeneration, spinal stenosis, numbness, sciatica, other nerve impingements, there was talk of a fused vertebrae too but I didn't see that in the x-rays I've seen so I don't believe that one... the rest? I saw myself.  
29 Jun 16 by member: 8hunter6
so ya its not good but I can reduce inflammation to reduce future damage. I just got a tumeric supplement mahjohn recommend to me... should be here in a few days. *amazon addict* 
29 Jun 16 by member: 8hunter6
I have back braces but i find I feel weak the next day and makes it worse. ... my tight muscle spasms are keeping my spine togther I thin.... when I've taken muscle relaxers my bones shift around and I end up screaming until they wear off and my back tightens up again... 
29 Jun 16 by member: 8hunter6
Great idea! If it works, you can save money in the future by making your own capsules. They have these capsule making machines on Amazon . . . 😉 
29 Jun 16 by member: LadyinDenim
as for swimming... I gotta try to get into this one pool with a membership otherwise the only other pool I can get to is 40 mins away. when we eventually buy a house we are going to make sure it comes with a pool or has room to put one in.... but yes I should call that one place and see if they will accept me  
29 Jun 16 by member: 8hunter6
oooooooooo!!! that would work for so many supplements!  
29 Jun 16 by member: 8hunter6
Your little boy is adorable  
29 Jun 16 by member: LadyinDenim
I dont know your situation exactly...but my trainer always says..most back pain is due to weak stomach muscles...which means your back doesn't have any support. Your situation could be very different and have a different root cause. But why not try focusing on getting your ab muscles really strong to help support your back? 
29 Jun 16 by member: Panigale1199
thanks lady, he was making a weird face but it's so funny lol 
29 Jun 16 by member: 8hunter6

     
 

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