HerStrawberri's Journal, 19 August 2011

Happy Friday! I don't really have alot to say today. I wrote a book on the FSB page and I have written some pretty long email this morning so I think I'm all talked out. LOL.

I've started a new exercise program. The wonderful Kat sent me the workout she made for Kendra and I like it. I don't want to talk alot about it, though, because I'm just starting out and I don't want to jinx myself. I'm a little worried about getting everything done when i start school, but i will figure it out. If I want it bad enough, I WILL do it.

I totally said no to frozen custard last night. YAY! It wasn't even hard. My P got this yummy shake and I had a small drink and that was that. I had gyro meat for dinner. Now I know that really isn't the best thing for me to have, but the yummy chicken i was supposed to have didn't thaw out so we went out. My P wanted Gyro's. I didn't have the pita but DID have a few fries. I feel bad sometimes because she always tries to cater our dinners or whatever we eat out towards me. I tell her that we can have whatever she wants and i will cater my meal towards whatever SHE wants. She is just so good to me. So last night she wanted gyros and I was all for it. Today I have a ton of chicken to eat. I already had this beef tenderloin out for crockpot cooking today so chicken can't be for dinner. Before this day is over I swear I'm gonna turn into a chicken. LOL =)

I've been totally putting off getting my hair done. For stupid reasons really. I'm going to find a hairstyle and DO IT on Monday or Tuesday. I can walk to the salon i want to go too, which is a mile each way YAY, so I will do double duty. Get pretty hair AND exercise. I want to have a fresh start when I start school. The reason I haven't done it? I'm afraid i won't fit in the chair. OK SO, I know this is stupid. I fit in every chair and NOW every booth comfortably...but about a year and a half ago i went and got my hair done and it was tight. I was so embarressed. SOOooo, that is why I haven't gone.

I was just sitting here thinking about how my journals are totally different then how they used to be. So sad and full of negitivity. This summer has really changed my way of thinking and feeling. I love where I'm going. I look back on where I've come from and it makes me so sad. But I have to stay the course. It took alot of courage to make it this far and I'm not stopping now. Sorry, had to reflect. =) The stuff I wrote in the FSB group brought up some crap I haven't thought about it a while and in stead of ignoring it...I need to just accept it and move on.

Ok well, I hope everyone has a happy and healthy weekend! Smile ladies!! You ALL are beautiful!!

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1105 kcal

Fat: 63.43g | Prot: 120.03g | Carb: 3.30g.   Breakfast: blue bonnet light, Chicken Breast. Dinner: Mayonnaise, Beef Tenderloin (Lean Only, Trimmed to 1/8" Fat, Select Grade). Snacks/Other: sour cream, Mayonnaise, Chicken Breast, blue bonnet light, Light & Fit Carb and Sugar Control Yogurt - Strawberry. more...

3447 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Resting - 16 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...