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07 January 2014

Weigh-in: 257.0 lb lost so far: 118.0 lb still to go: 72.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment on diet HerStrawberri's own diet   losing 4.7 lb a week

04 January 2014

Life has been really hard the last month and a half. My partners mom passed away, my dad got so sick I thought HE was going to pass away, and now our old man kitty is really sick and we are probably going to have to put him down.

All of this started Nov 21. that night we found my partners mom and she was gone. THAT was one of the most traumatic things I have ever had to go through. I will never forget her face or the sound of Stacy. =(

Since then I have made it my mission to eat whatever has been in front of me...and then some. It has been so hard. When my dad got sick I had to check on him like every hour to make sure he was still breathing as I thought he was going to die too. And now our cat, which is like our child.

I'm trying really hard to get back to some kind of normal. It just seems every time I attempt to get back to 'something resembling normal' something happens and we get kicked back down.

We are prob going to have to put our cat down in the next few days. I'm trying to make peace with that but it's been hard. I have had this cat for a very long time. he is really old though, and he has had a very good life filled with lots of love.....as every animal should. I will miss him. My heart is breaking just typing this.

Needless to say my weight has ballooned right back up. I saw 262 on the scale the other day and about died. I have to stop hurting myself with food. It's not going to make any of these things happening any easier and it's not going to stop the hurt or pain...contrary to what I think when I eat the food.

I know I don't come here very often anymore and when I do, I rarely comment or blog. I DO read what you guys have written though. I've been spending most of my time on MFP. It's really becoming more of a social site though. I was really surprised to see the changes here.

I'm just going to do what I always do. Just pick myself up and move forward. I WILL see my goal this year. I have been fighting for this for way to long. I WILl figure out my emotional eating. Right now, I just have to make it through this and....well, just start living again. I feel like in stuck in this.....sad, sad hole.
Weigh-in: 259.0 lb lost so far: 116.0 lb still to go: 74.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   (5 comments) on diet HerStrawberri's own diet   gaining 4.2 lb a week

23 November 2013

Weigh-in: 234.0 lb lost so far: 141.0 lb still to go: 49.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment on diet HerStrawberri's own diet   gaining 1.0 lb a week

18 November 2013

Weigh-in: 236.0 lb lost so far: 139.0 lb still to go: 51.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well

12 October 2013

Weigh-in: 228.0 lb lost so far: 147.0 lb still to go: 43.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment on diet HerStrawberri's own diet   losing 1.8 lb a week

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