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If fees like I have been away for ages! But it's only been about 5ish days. I hate being away though. It messes me up. I have been terrible logging in my food. I'm going to go back and log everything in when I'm done with this. I need to stay consistant with my logging.
The visit with my mom was great. She commented on my weight loss as soon as she saw me. That made me feel really good. It was nice spending a few days with her. =) We didn't end up going to the water park though. My partner ended up working all day saturday when she was supposed to get off at 11, so needless to say...we didn't make it. i was all ready for it too. =) BUT that's ok. i even had a SMALLER swimsuit. i was going to take a pic and post it here in an act of empowerment for me....but i chickened out.
I have been not eating on my regular schedule for the last 5 days and it's totally screwing with my weight. I'm not stressing about it though. I haven't eaten BAD, i just haven't really eaten anything. It's like freakin hotter the heck here too, and when I'm hot I can't eat. Tomorrow I'm really going to try to eat more. My water has been lacking as well. Need to get back on track with both.
I registered for school today. It felt really good. I'm very excited about starting in a month. I'm not going to be under the big 300 like i wanted to be but that's ok. i will be close I think. Even if I'm not, that's OK. I also found out they have a workout room at my school which makes me very happy. =) I'm thinking about taking a class as well. I need an extra credit and they have classes that count so I'm looking into it.
My partner is gone for the week and I'm sad about it. It's not making me want to run to the chocolate though, and that's a GREAT feeling. I hate being alone but I'm not as sad as I was the last time she left so I think that is good as well. Maybe I'm slowly working my way UP the black hole instead of falling further down?!?! Time will tell i guess.
That's all for now I guess.
Diet Calendar Entries for 18 July 2011:
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1308 kcal
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Fat: 66.17g | Prot: 122.25g | Carb: 53.82g.
Breakfast: bacon, Sausage Link, breakfast sausage, Egg. Dinner: cottage cheese, Mayonnaise, 7g Net Carb Tortillas. Snacks/Other: choco chip granola bar /. more...
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3730 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 30 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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