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I was close last night on my way home to make a side trip and get somethnig to eat & drink that wasn't on my woe. Things are just in a state of unrest and uncertainity here right now and I really don't know how much longer I can hold out. BUT I didn't make that side trip and today I am glad I didn't. No my situation is not changing BUT it would not have changed if I had gone off my woe, I would have just stuffed myself in order not to feel, in order to try to escape, in order to try to forget until the next day. So I don't know. I'm still not in the best mood, but I know I survived another day and so far I will continue today. I just wish I had a magic wand to make everything else fall into place and be ok. I understand there are a lot of people out there in similar situations and also with their own challanges, but still, somedays I wish I could just pull the covers over my head and stay in bed, today is one of those days.
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Congrats on not making that turn... remember that it is what we DON't do that is as important as what we do (just not as immediately satisfying. I will be waiting to if you can avoid "bad turns" again today. If you can't control everything else, try to keep control of this. Best of luck and strength.
02 Jun 11 by member: MadCityJill
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Oh honey, I think you just told my story. We have all been there - some more than others (speaking for myself here). All you can do is take it day by day and sometimes even minute by minute. But for every time you succeed, the easier you will find it. Find strength in your friends. We are supporting you. You can do this! Love.
02 Jun 11 by member: kmartin
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Jill & Keli thank you for your words. It really helps to know that here is a place where so many understand what it is I'm going through at times. It is so good to know there are people that truely care :-)
02 Jun 11 by member: JMA312
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Hey Joyce, sorry you are going thru this... BUT ... OH MY WORD... you didn't give in!!! That's fantastic! That's REALLY fantastic!!! :))) Sure it might have given you 10 min's of taking your mind off your troubles... but so can other things. Right? Bet you found some other things to do when you got home. Pat that dog of yours on the head for me and thank him again for being such a tried and true friend!!! Then dig deep back in the cabinet in the bathroom, and find Mr. Bubbles!!! :) Much Love!
02 Jun 11 by member: jsfantome
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