dreamcatcher10's Journal, 15 August 2014

had my Grandkids ( come spend the night ) the twins Boy & Girl 10 years old ,, my youngest daughter children ,, since i know in my heart she will be moving I want to spend as much time with them as possible the thought of not being able to see them any old time I want ,, tares at my heart <3
went to the pool and let them stay in till almost closing thank You Lord for sending other children there age to swim and play with <3 they had fun <3 I'm so Blessed to have them sweet grandkids in my life <3 I Love them so <3

then we watched Robin Williams movie Jamanji ( as we eat )so touching and now a legend ,, my heart breaks for the lose of him and for his grieving family ,, we spend trillions of dollars on movies and neglect the mental health field

as an abused child seeking as an adult for balance and a healing in my own life , getting counseling and needing a 12 step program for hurts habits and hangups a Christ Center program Celebrate recover not only became my home away from home but I became a facilitator for many women ,, what an awesome blessing it was <3 seeing the damaged adults struggle with the hand dealt to them not an easy journey and seen so many adult children severally damaged almost un-repairable only with Fafor lith in Christ who was willing to heal them ...so my heart truly gets Robin's depression and bouts with medicating ,, seems like food and a watchful eye on any codependents behavior is last but not least on my ideals ,, only my relationship with Christ will this battle be one ,,,

exercised Thursday only to end up having a severally swollen leg knee ankle the pain sever as my skin stretches wearing a huge leg ace and icing as much as possible having my leg raised above my heart while laying down
pain is so distracting to life's demands... asking the Lord to renew my Joy for life in the mist of it hasn't been an easy ... no air on my bus seems to magnifier for bodily stress,, my body screams for some relief if its 90 degrees out side add another 10-15 in side a bus ,, yepper .. and asking every min from the Lord for strength to endure ,,,, I see my RDI has been more then needed and I know why ,,,,, that pacifier ,,false relief
Lord Your strength I need your healing touch I need your deliverance I need <3 your Mercy I need <3 I praise you Father God for hearing my heart <3 and answering my prayers <3 another driver as bought an portable air conditioner for her bus I told her to please keep me post and I have been looking an other bus runs that have air that are up for bids ... as I was told at this time not much can be done about my broken air on my bus today ,,, Love ya Lord Im very greatful to your many blessings in my life <3 Love ya dearly Dolores Lynn <3 Praying much for my FS Family that your well <3 sweet dreams <3 each and every one <3

Diet Calendar Entry for 15 August 2014:
1610 kcal Fat: 90.03g | Prot: 65.30g | Carb: 160.41g.   Lunch: Nabisco Triscuit Crackers Original, Nabisco Triscuit Crackers Original, Swiss Cheese (Low Fat). Dinner: Great Value Whole Wheat Bread, Johnsonville Beef Brats. Snacks/Other: Cape Cod Original Kettle Cooked Potato Chips, Cheetos Mix-Ups Cheezy Salsa Mix, Berkeley Farms Strawberry Ice Cream, Atkins Endulge Chocolate Coconut Bar. more...

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Glad to see you here tonight. Have a great weekend! Sweet dreams, Dreamcatcher. 
16 Aug 14 by member: Deb_N
Hope your leg, knee and ankle heal quickly for you. It is wonderful that you get to spend time with the children before they move. Good for you!  
16 Aug 14 by member: kattay
Glad to hear you're icing and elevating your knee. I hope you're able to enjoy the weekend and spend more time with your grands. 
16 Aug 14 by member: Hipaagrammy
Thank you for your journal entry. I too took the loss of Robin Williams very hard as I grew up watching him on Happy Days, Mork & Mindy and countless other movies it was like a member of my own family passed away. We watch actors and actresses on the big and little screen and forget that they are just people like the rest of us and they have lives and issues that they must deal without the public scrutiny. Unfortunately the public feels the need to voice our opinions on every aspect of their lives through social media and some of those opinions should be kept within their own minds. This is a time for everyone to send loving thoughts an d prayers to the Williams family as they are grieving the loss of a husband and a father. He felt so alone and unable to see a future that he took this end to his life. One thing everyone can do is to reach out to some one today. Smile and say a kind word as you have no idea that just taking that one step could save someones life. Truly spend sometime talking to your family member and not just the trivial conversations because everyone moment counts. Mothers have the most difficult job in the world and the most rewarding job in the world. We bring children into the world knowing that they must under go challenges some more than others and we accept those challenges and love our children through it all. I was happy to hear that you are spending every moment you can with them now. It's a difficult transition for you as you are feeling the loss of seeing them everyday and watching them grow up, but don't feel like they are lost to you. Technology is on your side with telephone, webcams, and snail mail you can keep in touch with your grandchildren. I feel you as you must let go of them as they move forward to new adventures and journeys. You have faith and must understand that we are all children of the father and he too feels our loss when we go astray and he rejoices in our success in everything we do. (Proverbs 22:6). My mother and grandmother both taught me that taking time to be with family was more important than anything else. The time you share with them will help support in times of trouble and memories will be there for you long after they have departed this world. Live for today and love every moment. Swollen knees: Elevate, Ice, take fresh garlic cloves daily and if you can get some fresh dandelion to cook and eat (mother natures anti-inflammatory drugs). Drink lots of water to flush toxins from your system. Castor oil rubbed over your knees daily. Louise Hay Heal your life: Knee Problems Probable cause: Stubborn ego and pride. Inability to bend. Fear. Inflexibility. Won't give in. New Thought Pattern: Forgiveness. Understanding. Compassion. Affirmation: I bend and flow with ease, and all is well. Continue to have faith because you are not alone, he is with you now and forever. Hugs of support are being sent to you from everyone here.  
16 Aug 14 by member: Transformation Butterfly
Feel Better! And yes, the government needs to spend more on mental health.  
16 Aug 14 by member: toppy24564
We've watched Aladdin at least 5 times this week and I've found myself tearing up as many times thinking about his pain. My kid keeps asking why my eyes keep getting wet. So sad. I'm so happy your grandkids found buddies to play with at the pool. Isn't it so lovely to watch them play and laugh? God Bless! 
16 Aug 14 by member: Hey Chakalina
My FS Family Kick butt <3 yahoooo and make my heart rejoice words from above bring healing to my body and soul <3 your just to awesome for sure God Blessing to each and every one of yous <3 have an awesome day <3  
16 Aug 14 by member: dreamcatcher10

     
 

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