I've been avoiding it for years, thinking about it a lot for months, talking about it some for weeks.... so I guess I should do it.... I just have to lose weight!
In February 2012 I made the first real attempt at weight loss in my life. I was 220 pounds at 18, then I gained slowly in my 20s. When I began my challenge in 2012 I was 272 pounds and I got down to 231 pounds in 3 months by eating salads and walking on a borrowed treadmill. I felt amazing. I loved the way I looked and felt and had more FUN!
After a while, I stopped eating salads and slowly gained a few pounds a month again until I reached 272 again and I plateaued there for quite a while..... and then it got worse. I am now 285 pounds and I can't function anymore. I feel the full impact of the term "morbidly" obese now. I sit at a desk all day and I just don't get enough movement.
I hate it when my mom is right, but as weight seemed to slip off easier when I was in my 20's, now, at almost 34 (later this month) I'm starting to see a short unhealthy life ahead of me if I can't get in control of this problem.
I lack will power and I love food. I've talked to my husband. I've tried a few fad diets this year with poor results. Today I have to start improving my health through weight loss. I got the treadmill back and I walked a half mile today. Its not much, but its a start. I'm hoping I can muster the commitment to exercise at least 3 times a week. I have to build up my tolerance again. I will try to start salads again too.
Hopefully this will be the beginning of something good. I have to try.
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285.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 113.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 11 July 2014:
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3887 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 20 minutes, Driving - 1 hour, Desk Work - 9 hours, Resting - 5 hours and 40 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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gaining 0.7 lb a week
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