Shygetslean's Journal, 17 June 2014

goodluck with ur new venture...i will most deff miss food stalking you lol  

Dude, I had that epiphany last night. I'm also done logging for a while. Great minds I tell you. Great minds. I'm just so over thinking about food all the time and being so f@#$ing obsessed with what I put into my mouth... or the guilt AFTER i put something into my mouth. Done I tell you. Hope you're ok and enjoyed your day off yesterday :) 

lol so am i gonna lose both my buddies or will u be checking up on me regularly LOL 

I know how you guys feel yes please do check up on us please!!!! lol 

lol i will soam both ur inboxes if i dont get comments from u2....im warning you (angry face) 

Tamz, I agree ! I think myself into hunger, I think myself into cravings by thinking about everything I can't have and thinking about how much calories it has. a Few years ago I weighed less than I do now, not much but about 3kg's and I never obsessed about what I eat. I just ate when I was hungry and even if it was 1 hour after breakfast! We think about eating times,quantities, rules so much we think ourselves into failure! I'm done with obsessing, it's taking over my life and ruining my mood daily !  

Haha we will check in on you guys... don't worry! We are just following another route for now :)  

Frickin no words have been truer spoken. I obsess constantly. Laying out meals and figuring out meals may work for some people, but for me it just over-obsessifies the situation. I aint one of those people. I know good choices from bad, and yes, sometimes I make a bad choice, because you know what, I want to and I can. I am strict on myself already enough as it is. And omitting all my favourites is not going to help that. It's just going to make me think about it and think about it and think about it some more. oh and Shy, my frickin screen of my cellphone broke, so I will be out of action cellularly til next week - just in case you wonder why I'm not motivating you with some awesome pictures :D 

Nicky as soon as my phone is back in action, we can do that thang :) 

Oh that's the reason I am not getting any whatsapp deliveries!! Damnit, I was wondering!! I have to admit that I noticed yesterday just how obsessive aI have become with the logging - after every single thing I eat, I think shit I have to log it, or I wonder how much calories I've had today and then I just want to log and just add it up and see the damage ... Didn't realise how it's become second nature to count these darn evil calories!!!  

yeah cool no probs :) 

Yeah, I think it's a bit self-destructive in my case, maybe yours too, seeing as you sound like I feel lol. yeah grrrrr. i am now almost 2 days into not having a phone. I miss scrolling through it at the end of the day. And I miss playing my stupid games - candy crush oh em gee. And I miss sending awesome pictures for the hilariousness :D MONDAY!!! I am counting down. eish.