Day 4 of the challenge "Love Yourself" was a bit difficult for me. Its assignment was to complete the sentence: "I am beautiful ......"
Unlike Day 1's assignment, to introduce myself & tell why I joined the challenge & even Day 2's assignment to complete the sentence:"I am amazing because.....",or even Day 3's telling of "I am strong enough because..." which took little to know thought other than to *how* I wanted to say it & what order I wished to present it in,Day 4 actually required me to sit still & really meditate on the statement.
:D While I was pondering on the topic I found myself smiling & then my mind went to dwell on *why* I was smiling.Is it so silly of me to think I am beautiful? No,I do think myself appealing in an ordinary way.I have dark hair that is silvering in what *I* find to be to *my* liking. My cheekbones are high set & give what,again, *I* think is a flattering line that draws attention to my full lips,which have a slight downward curve & natural "coloring" as do many who are of my Father & Mothers ethnic's. My eyes are big & brown & have a brightness to them when I smile :D BUT,these are *my* opinions. Is there evidence that others *think* me beautiful? My hubby is *always* telling me how beautiful I am & he says it in a way that *compels* me to have no doubt that *he* believes it so! :D
Then,if it *isn't* too silly of a thought,*why* am I smiling?
I *think* I was *enjoying* several things about the assignment!
(1)I don't recall a time I really thought of *myself* in this way. As beautiful!
:D It was nice. :D
No sooner did I realize the fact,that it warped speed into the quote:
"Beauty is as Beauty does."
NOTHING came *springing* to my mind ....& I was surprised by that acknowledgement. Not because I am *such* a great person,*who* would have a hard time rattling off *numerous* things that were Beautiful about me,but because I *like* me. I f asked why I like something or someone *else* I have *no* problem listing off the reasons but here it is ME,& I *like* me, STILL ...*why*? (AND--I'm *smiling*?)
(2) I'm *discovering* ME,again!!! :D
The IMMENSITY of this *new revelation* is understood when recalling or reading the contents of my member profile page!
:D I have forgiven *myself* :D
(In the lyrics sung by Christina Aguilera)
"I am beautiful in every single way.....We're the song inside the tune,Full of beautiful mistakes.....& everywhere we go The sun will always shine,"
DFW,THANK YOU FOR THIS CHALLENGE :D