Skiddles32684's Journal, 17 January 2014

It feels good to have rededicated myself towards reaching my goal in 2014. I definitely ate terribly during the holidays, and it just confirmed to me that when you aren't putting healthy things in your body, you don't feel well. I have been fighting the last ten lbs. for about a year now! The most terrifying thing to me, is that I will actually get to my goal! That sounds funny, but then what? The truth is, it was easier to lose 130 lbs., a couple of yrs. ago when I was under the threat of diabetes. I sometimes feel as though I sabotage my self, b/c maintaining is so much more boring than the thrill of losing! So, my goal for 2014 is to try to get my mind ready for the maintain stage! I also need to find some balance! I tend to be obsessed with losing, and I need to take some of my efforts and apply it to other areas of my life! One thing I have gained, is the confidence to know that I can achieve anything I set my mind to! Now, it's time to focus that in other directions. I want to dedicate myself to helping my son more this year! My Aiden, is 5 yrs. old, living with Autism Spectrum Disorder. He is non-verbal. Sometimes I think I throw myself into the weight loss, so I can numb myself to the fact that my little boy can't call me "mommy." I love him fiercely, and this year I will find balance!
158.0 lb Lost so far: 112.0 lb.    Still to go: 0 lb.    Diet followed 100%.

Diet Calendar Entries for 17 January 2014:
1377 kcal Fat: 54.44g | Prot: 61.06g | Carb: 197.47g.   Breakfast: pomegranate juice, Advocare Spark Energy Drink, almond milk, flax seed, spinach, blueberries, banana. Lunch: red onion, starkist chunk light tuna in water, spinach, light mayo, nature's own 40 calorie bread, tomato, kraft three cheese lite ranch, roma tomato, red onion, romaine lettuce, seedless cucumber. Dinner: Tumaro's Multi Grain Low in Carbs Gourmet Tortillas, On The Border Beef Crispy Taco, On The Border Black Beans, On The Border Mexican Rice. Snacks/Other: Grapes, Strawberries, Coffee-Mate Sugar Free French Vanilla Liquid Coffee Creamer. more...
2220 kcal Activities & Exercise: Calisthenics (light, e.g. home exercise) - 25 minutes, Calisthenics (heavy, e.g. pushups) - 45 minutes, Resting - 14 hours and 50 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
losing 14.0 lb a week

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May God bless you in your endeavors for this year. I pray that the he gives you grace for your journey and give you balance in your life for you and your son Aiden.  
17 Jan 14 by member: marquitasimon
Skiddles, when you reach your goal weight, it will be a great day, but you are already a winner. <3  
18 Jan 14 by member: Deb_N
Oh you are so close to your goal. Could it be that you are having a difficult time letting something good happen for you? I can see that you have your hands full and that you truly can do anything you set your mind to. You deserve to reach your goal weight and to be able to maintain it. I agree the last 10 lbs. are the hardest. You are worth it even without the threat of diabetes. I know your son is a special little soul who needs just the kind of strength and determination you have. 
18 Jan 14 by member: JovialJ

     
 

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