mars2kids's Journal, 01 October 2013

Not off to a good start today. I'm tired and in a bad mood, so I'm hoping that I can stick to the eating plan. I planned it out so that I could get up and workout this morning, but I didn't sleep, so no workout this morning. I work late today, but I'm going to do the workout after work no matter what.

*WARNING: Rant Ahead.*
My hubby went to a going away party for a guy he supervises last night. So, I figured he'd go to the bar and come home after closing at the latest. Nope, at around 2 I woke up and he still wasn't home, so then I have all of these things racing through my mind. Then by 3 I figured if something bad had happened I'd know it already, so where is he. Finally, around 4 he came stumbling through the door, then he didn't come to bed, probably scared of my rath. I didn't sleep from about 2 to 5. Thank God he only goes out and does this once or twice a year, but I'm not happy. I feel like it's disrespectful to be out that late when you have a family at home. Maybe it's just me, but grow up, we're not 21 anymore. And, it irks me because if we're together he would never want to stay out with me and have fun, but if his friends and their wives want him to go out he'll stay out until 4. I shouldn't let it make me feel bad about myself, but it does. Okay, I'm done with my rant for now.

Well, I hope everyone else is having a great Tuesday!!

Diet Calendar Entries for 01 October 2013:
1447 kcal Fat: 55.14g | Prot: 67.43g | Carb: 186.71g.   Breakfast: Silk Light Vanilla Soymilk, Fiber One Cinnamon Oat Crunch, Dunkin' Donuts Coffee, Splenda No Calorie Sweetener with Fiber, Coffee-Mate Sugar Free Caramel Macchiato Coffee Creamer. Lunch: Oscar Mayer Deli Fresh Oven Roasted Turkey Breast, Great Value All Natural Spicy Brown Mustard, Sara Lee 45 Calories & Delightful Wheat Bread, Grimmway Farms Baby Carrots. Dinner: Doritos Cool Ranch Tortilla Chips, Hidden Valley Fat Free Ranch Dressing, Ortega Medium Taco Sauce, Tyson Foods Grilled & Ready Chicken Breast Strips, Market Pantry Finely Shredded Mexican Style Four-cheese Blend Cheese, Old El Paso Flour Tortillas (For Burritos). Snacks/Other: Kudos Granola Bar with M&M's, Skippy Creamy Peanut Butter, Nestle Semi-Sweet Mini Chocolate Chip Morsels, Naturally Select Tropical Trail Mix, Dannon Light & Fit Greek - Cherry. more...
1928 kcal Activities & Exercise: Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 20 minutes, Desk Work - 9 hours and 30 minutes, Housework - 1 hour, Resting - 7 hours and 10 minutes, Sleeping - 6 hours. more...

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I hope your day improves dramatically. When your husband recovers from his binge let him know how you feel. How you really feel, not just mad but hurt. Men aren't that bright, they need it spelled out for them. I try not to keep things like that to myself, just ends up blowing up in the long run. Use your workout as a way to de-stress, it's one my favorite ways to let it out. It will help you get some good solid sleep too. Chin up! 
01 Oct 13 by member: Annabelle3117
Thanks! I do need to tell him how I feel, but I've been there before and whenever he has a get together with his friends it ends up like this. Ever since we were first together he's been like this, the get togethers are just fewer now with jobs, kids, and other responsibilities. I think the workout will do me some good. 
01 Oct 13 by member: mars2kids
That sucks no work out plus no sleep and you probably sitting at work tired, mad, hurt and it's just festering like a sore wound. You know what, ranting to us is the best medicine. Like Yolanda said, men are dense and you have to spell it out for them. And like you said, these occurances only happen once in awhile. Deep breath, get through the work day, go home and get your work out in. You will definitely feel better and sleep better tonight. 
01 Oct 13 by member: aggie95

     
 

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