MinaNew's Journal, 16 September 2013

I definitely did not eat enough today. I wasn't hungry to be honest. I forced myself to eat and finish a hamburger for dinner.

Today was probably the longest day I have had in a long time. My husband's grandfather died on Saturday and I buried my feelings and guided the family. Still a bit numb about the whole thing. Today was the wake and tomorrow is the funeral. My mother in law is also in town because of this and I feel like I need to pull my hair out because everyone's feelings are high and it is stressful. Also, her dog peed on the carpet again.

Going to bed, waiting for everything to settle down and then I can rest and grieve in my own way.

Diet Calendar Entries for 16 September 2013:
868 kcal Fat: 21.32g | Prot: 25.97g | Carb: 102.63g.   Breakfast: Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Land O'Lakes Fat Free Half & Half, Sugar, Fried Egg, Roll, Ketchup, Home Fries with Green or Red Peppers and Onions, Moscato. Dinner: Great Value Whole Dill Pickles, Hamburger on Bun, Hunt's Bold BBQ Sauce. Snacks/Other: Ritz Reduced Fat Crackers, Laughing Cow Light Garlic & Herb Cheese Wedges. more...
2396 kcal Activities & Exercise: Standing - 3 hours, Shopping - 1 hour, Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 20 minutes, Resting - 11 hours and 40 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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So sorry for your loss. Hope you don't shut yourself away with your grieve. Try to share it with someone close to you. And don't let that dog into the house again. Its pee on your carpet is the last thing you need. Hang in there :) 
17 Sep 13 by member: schmetterling34
Thanks Schmetterling34. I just need some time to sit and think alone. It gets my head and emotions straight. And as for the dog, she is my mother-in-laws and is a single package. She was just scared from the plane ride and the noise of the city. A rug is a rug and I didn't have to clean it. Besides, my mother-in-law offered to replace the rug (area rug) so if it was bad, that was always and option. 
17 Sep 13 by member: MinaNew


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