kmartdollie's Journal, 02 August 2013

I have been at the same weight for a week now. I know that's not very long. I have not been perfect, but I haven't binged. My biggest challenge today is that I am going to support a youth group tonight, and these kids live and die for pizza. I love pizza, too, and I cannot just eat a slice or two. So I have going to have to bring my own food and be very vigilant about it. I had gained back 12 pounds over my lowest weight, and I have lost 7, but I still 5 pounds over. I have a drawer full of bikinis I bought when I was feeling optimistic, and I guess this summer is just one more summer that has passed without me getting in them. I have size 8 jeans that I have had since my last birthday 11 months ago, and I have still not managed to get into them without a muffin top. It's really bothering me. I just need to let it bother me into action, into more running and smaller portions and sizes. I'm still here!

Diet Calendar Entry for 02 August 2013:
1316 kcal Fat: 52.64g | Prot: 76.03g | Carb: 163.65g.   Breakfast: Dannon Oikos Greek Nonfat Yogurt - Plain (Container), Strawberries. Lunch: Atkins Endulge Nutty Fudge Brownie Bar, Peach, Sargento Reduced Fat Colby Jack Cheese, Kraft Light Mayonnaise, Sara Lee Delightful 100% Wheat Bread, ham. Snacks/Other: Sargento Reduced Fat String Cheese, Peaches, Ghirardelli Dark Chocolate Intense Dark 72%, TCBY No Sugar Added Nonfat Frozen Yogurt - Vanilla. more...

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You are doing great! Don't measure success or failure on a pair of jeans. You have made awesome progress. I really envy your ability to run miles. About the pizza, try trusting in yourself. Bring celery, carrots, diet ranch whatever, and eat them with a slice. It won't ruin you. You have a strong will. Enjoy this brief life we get. There has to be more to it than deprivation and diet brownies. I believe in you Kmartdollie. :) 
02 Aug 13 by member: teskandar
Well said Teskander! 
05 Aug 13 by member: jessabridge4444

     
 

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