Ruhu's Journal, 25 July 2013

Yesterday (the 1-year anniversary of FIL's passing) went as well as could be expected. DH went to early mass with MIL & I met her for dinner. Then to continue our "tag team" approach... I "tagged" my son who took her call (I'd asked her to call us when she got home) last night.

I'm not sure if it was something I ate at dinner or my mind already planning what to pack for our long weekend on Block Island -- we leave tomo :), but I didn't sleep well again last night. So, I'll have to be especially aware again today that feeling tired can disguise itself as hunger in my mind & body. Luckily, I have a low-key day. My tennis match was canceled, so I'll spin this morning & then pack for the trip this afternoon. I'm really excited about the trip as I've never been there before & have heard so many great things about the island.

DH wasn't in the best mood this morning before he left for work -- maybe still feeling the emotion/stress of yesterday and/or he didn't sleep well either. So, hoping he gets over it before tomo! It turns out he can't be away from work both Fri & Mon, so he's talking about coming back Sun & when I interjected my opinion, he started ranting that I never let him finish... blah, blah, blah. I wanted to say that maybe he shouldn't take Fri off either - LOL - but just let him rant. Luckily he did so as he headed out the door to work. MEN!?!

We're going to BI with our neighbors who will be there Thurs-Sun and have some other friends who arrive there on Sun. My youngest son can't take time from work, but will come with a friend for Sat & Sun. The weather looks pretty good, but there is some chance of rain. Wanna do a sunshine/don't rain dance with me?

But, before I start my packing day, I'll pray --

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

And on this one day and each one meal, moment, bite & emotion, I'll pray, breathe, journal & express my way through being especially alert for my tiredness making me think I'm hungry. And, I'll remember how grateful I am for all of you, my family & other friends and my upcoming trip. xoxox

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You should also pray for strength not to knock some sense into that DH of yours :) Really, men. If they could just express their emotions (about whatever is making him moody) rather than get pissy about something unrelated ...... I am sure you guys will email each other later and it will all be sorted out. Glad you have a low key day especially if you are tired. I hate not sleeping well but it seems to have become my norm. If I get 5 hours straight that is a good night for me. It sucks!!!! Glad you are looking forward to your trip, you have been a busy lady lately. Remember to pack your patience and to pack in a little extra time for yourself. You know to look after yourself but imagine all your FS buddies perched on your shoulder talking to you, telling you that you are loved and worthy and you need to breath. That should give you pause for thought and make you smile :) Have an awesome day lady :) 
25 Jul 13 by member: sarahsmum
Is, DH just emailed me thanking me for taking his Mom to dinner last night. That must be why emailing works so much better for us -- I can't interrupt him! Love you too & wishing you an awesome, stress free day! 
25 Jul 13 by member: Ruhu
@Ruhu - I KNEW he would ge tin touch. He new he was a jerk and this is his way of fixing it. I know you love him, I love mine to but honestly sometimes you just want to smack them. And LOL, yes by email you can't interrupt him. That is hard for us to do, to wait until they've finished speaking ............... they aren't as 'quick' as we are and we are always, always several light years ahead in our thoughts :) 
25 Jul 13 by member: sarahsmum
Men indeed... nodding along. I wish my DH would email me.. I could so hit the delete button on his nonsense. Lucky you, LOL. Glad you worked it out. 
25 Jul 13 by member: FullaBella

     
 

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