LisaPhenon's Journal, 14 May 2013

I've been pretty motivated most of the time since I started this process in February, but there are days when I just don't care. I don't know what's going on. Last night's zumba class sucked as I said before, but I honestly just kept looking at the clock. I wanted it to be over. I really put very little effort in. For dinner last night, I ate two over stuffed steak fajitas, and then I had a 9pm snack of string cheese and crackers. Today, I gave a half hearted effort at the gym. I felt weak, and couldn't lift as heavy as usual. I worked out for 40 minutes. While I was working legs, all I could think about was the left over fajitas, hoping that my son hadn't eaten it. So, I came home and warmed it up, enjoying every bite. Maybe aunt Flow is on her way. I'm gonna have to check my calendar from last month because I never know when to expect it. I really just want to take a nap.

Diet Calendar Entry for 14 May 2013:
1628 kcal Fat: 43.75g | Prot: 66.75g | Carb: 162.83g.   Breakfast: Smoothie King Skinny Cherry Picker Smoothie (20 oz), Coffee, Great Value French Vanilla Creamer. Lunch: Black Beans (Canned), Azteca Steak Fajitas. Dinner: Zaxby's Garden House Zalad with Grilled Chicken Fillet. Snacks/Other: Great Value Tater Tots. more...

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I think everyone feels that way from time to time. I'm so sorry that your class isn't as effective-could you just do your own thing in the back of the classroom? Auntie finally came to visit me and I'm feeling floppy and lethargic myself, though without the starvation aspect (and that is HORRIBLE isn't it? I swear sometimes I'd eat the wrapper!) Still-it doesn't last and I'm sure you'll feel better in a day or so. Do what you can and let the rest go-you're doing SO well!  
14 May 13 by member: CollyMP
there will be some bad days and sleepless night even some heels to climb but look and think things over from the first time you decided to get healthy and fit and see how far you have come because I know all of your good days outweigh your bad days!!! So we not going to complain just pick back up where you left off and keep pushing!! YES U CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
14 May 13 by member: Mrs BBT
Thanks ladies. I know I'll get past this slump. Funny, I honestly can't remember if I had my TOTM yet. I had one in June, started the 3rd, but I'm trying to figure out if I had it this month. Maybe I just forgot. Gonna look at my journals from this month. I know I would have mentioned it at some point. 
14 May 13 by member: LisaPhenon
Um...it's not June yet. Did you mean April? (and as a side note-does it seem like April just zipped past us?) 
14 May 13 by member: CollyMP
I meant April lol  
14 May 13 by member: LisaPhenon
I'm always ahead of myself.  
14 May 13 by member: LisaPhenon
LOL-I wish I could get ahead of myself, I feel like I'm always scrambling to catch up to what I was supposed to do last week! 
14 May 13 by member: CollyMP
lol like two months before my38th bday, I was already telling people I was 38. I already had it in my mind that I was 38. I do that every year. 
14 May 13 by member: LisaPhenon
Oh THAT! Oh I always start going with my next birthday, I was 46 way before my birthday in March! I still like birthdays! 
14 May 13 by member: CollyMP
Ohhh LisaPhenon.. I have days like that at times.. You have to work thru them.. Don't be too hard on yourself, as long as you are sticking to your diet/plan you are alright! Go thru those emotions, don't fight them.. It's probably the TOM knocking on the door... Hang in there, girlie!  
14 May 13 by member: BBD5
I am SO glad I don't have that visitor anymore!! haven't since 1987...and it's MAAHHHVELOOOOOUUUSSSSS...but sometimes I think the crabbies and bitchies and boo-hoo's show up once in a while just to screw with me - the last few days I want to cry at the drop of a hat! I got my mother's day card today - yes, I know it was last Sunday, but my daughter's good at buying the card, then forgetting to mail it :) anyway there was one from my almost 2 year old granddaughter also, and when I saw her "signature", I wanted to cry - my grandbaby signed the card! well, it was just a scribble, but still, she did it! hang in there LP, I think we all have days where that leftover whatever in the fridge is the ONLY thing we can eat that day, and we just don't give a s***, but those days pass, and we survive! good luck hun! 
14 May 13 by member: kmkjmomma
Thank you! Love my buddies. Colly, what day is your bday? Mine is March 6. 
14 May 13 by member: LisaPhenon
Seriously? Mine is March 9 and my husbands is March 2! I hardly ever meet March babies! 
14 May 13 by member: CollyMP
My sister is March 2 - and hubby is the 19th...small world lol and our son-in-law is the 22nd 
14 May 13 by member: kmkjmomma
Pisces is the best sign, hands down! No wonder you're so creative. 
15 May 13 by member: LisaPhenon
LOL-and we're dead sexy too, don't forget that!  
15 May 13 by member: CollyMP
Yes, I'm going to have to second that! 
15 May 13 by member: LisaPhenon

     
 

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