Definitely post what you are thinking/feeling. I completely understand the need for adult contact. Been there/done that. I thank God for the people He has brought into my life, one of whom PinkRose, has been there for years and I don't know what I would do without her. Our lives crossed and went different ways but the friendship remains and always will. It has helped tremendously to hear from others who are trying to win this battle with weight/eating/exercising. I have gotten such GREAT advice from fellow FS buddies! Invaluable! Keep journaling, I think you will see how much it helps!