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I had very bad mood swings in the past 4 days. I hate them!!!!
Now I do feel better, even if I had a weird weekend. I haven't been able to look at the emails for my photo exhibition in December, and to work either.
Today I kicked myself in the *** and started working again and answering emails and went on getting things organized.
I am looking at job offers, found some interesting ones, but somehow I am not doing anything to apply or get more info. I am so frightened by changes in life... The everyday life as it is now it's boring and it will not bring me anywhere, but at least I am used to it, no surprises.
Changes in my life haven't been that nice in the past two years... My mom died, got divorced from my hubby, lost my dream job.
There were also a lot of nice things happening in between, (even if I haven't been able to appreciate them). Living in a nicer flat, having a nicer car, earning more than in the past; found new friends, visited many nice places for work and holidays, learning climbing, rollerblading again after 10 years, my photo exhibition next month.
All in all, also a number of good and nice things have happened to me.
I shouldn't be scared of a new job and a new city or country. I think I am going to make it, somehow I'll find a way.
Life is good!
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Life is good Lizzie, just as change is hard. I know the feeling of fear/excitment/angst/joy of getting a new job, and they are hard to over come. But the fact that you're kicking yourself in the butt today and getting back to it is awesome!!! It can be daunting and hard to get that nerve to start. Sounds like even though you've had some rough stuff quite a bit of good stuff has happened too. Excellent!!
Good luck on the job search, sounds like this is the last bit milestone for right now! And what type of photography do you do? I have a friend in Leigh-on-Sea that also does photography and shows. I love taking photos, but having the nerve to show it amazes me. Great job!
05 Nov 12 by member: Rubie-sue
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Life is good - and you have to tell yourself that you deserve good things!! I think when we have a lot of bad things happen all at once we begin to expect bad things to happen and start to believe that maybe, just maybe we have done something to deserve all the badness! I am here to tell you that you don' deserve bad things. Every body gets their share of bad things - you just had all yours at once which means that now it is time for all the good things to happen! I have a feeling that this is going to be a fantastic year!
05 Nov 12 by member: krystynecar
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Hi Rubie! Thanks a lot for your words! I take pics of small details, like flowers, marbles, colorful glass, besides of travel pictures. I used to be frightened by showing my pics, but few years ago a firend of mine helped me to set my first photo exhibition, and since then it's much easier :) itmade me feel vulnerable the first time, since pics are connected with out emotions and inner world. It's like showing an usually hidden part of us, isn't it?
06 Nov 12 by member: Lizzie983
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Hi krys! You are right! Sometimes we forget we deserve good things... It's so easy... I hope too it's going to be a fantastic year! Thanks!
06 Nov 12 by member: Lizzie983
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