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My scale is still bouncing all over the place. I was 211 yesterday and at 212.4 today. Diligently working not to let that frustrate me.
We saw Ladysmith Black Mambazo and Johnny Clegg (also from South Africa) last night. Tonight we go to see Allison Krauss and Union Station. Tomorrow we are going to camp for a night and "shake out our gear" (husband's language).
I've had a rough week emotionally. Some details are better left unshared here. I'm working on the issues. I confess, I am completely human, fallible and make crazy choices to cope with my stress. Nothing food wise though ... in that category I've been doing well.
Time to get myself ready for tonight. Sorry I've been absent again. I wish I could just talk to you and the computer would record it ... I think a lot about what I will write and then simply run out of time to do it.
I hope you are all well.
Take care.
Diet Calendar Entry for 03 August 2012:
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423 kcal
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Fat: 24.12g | Prot: 33.27g | Carb: 18.37g.
Breakfast: Egg, White American Cheese, Sliced Hickory Smoked Boneless Ham, Honeydew Melons. more...
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Glen, your post reminds me of how much I missed you when you were gone. Your comments always touch my heart and make me think. I couldn't agree more. I've always struggled with my humanity. Probably always will. Lately it has gotten the better of me though and that has been tough. I know what to do though and am working on it. Forgiveness and acceptance of myself is always the hardest.
03 Aug 12 by member: madaboutmoose
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Seems like we have all been struggling lately. I know I sure have, and yes, I tend to make some poor choices when I am. Don't be too hard on yourself, Carol. We are all human, we all stumble, but the great thing is that we always have the opportunity to put things right! Hugs, my gorgeous, amazing, lovely, loving, faithful, kind, wonderful friend! You make my heart happy!
03 Aug 12 by member: ctlss
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So I am not ever the only one on this boat either? I read something the other day in spanish, it said 'the hardest thing is to live and I am doing that already', idk if that helps at all. I want to go camping so badly right now!
03 Aug 12 by member: cindyshine
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Why do you keep getting on the scale if its bothering you?? Go on once a week, and thats it. I know its hard, but its what I'm trying to do. Sorry your having a hard time - No need to go into details, just know that we are here to support you. <3
03 Aug 12 by member: MomofTwoGirls
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Yes we are all soooo human..things happen, or not..and we stress..we handle it in different ways..Have a great tiem shaking out your gear..:O)
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yes, I agree ctlss and cindy...its been really hard lately, but hard is better than not at all I suppose.
03 Aug 12 by member: JenKatja
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So sorry my friend for the struggles. Hope the music is as good as I imagine. The journey is long and windng but we will arrive : )
03 Aug 12 by member: sharonfriz
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I'm glad you have been getting out and having some fun. I do miss you when you are not here but I know that sometimes it just isn't possible. We all make those same crazy choices in our lives in one way or another and it seems so much easier to forgive someone else than to forgive ourselves. Slow and steady Carol, you will get through all this to the other side. I know you will. I was happy to see you here this morning. Try to relax today and have some fun!! Forget about everything except you. Have a wonderful fun Carol day!! Hugs! You know I am here.
04 Aug 12 by member: chattycathy1955
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Sorry Moose about this rough week. We are all only human, we only do what we can... I'm glad you had fun at the festival, and this camping weekend sounds like fun!
04 Aug 12 by member: barbabella
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