Pterath's Journal, 29 July 2015

Anyone ever wake up and just feel blah. 3 days and that is what I have felt every morning. Right to the edge that it feels depressing. Been trying hard to chin up and push past it but it feels a lot more like plodding through mud that sucks every ounce of energy from you. Every step sucking just a little bit more. I am zapped. I think I need a do nothing day really bad. I do not get one but I need one. I am tired have been since the first drive. Getting older is making those long drives harder but every day has been close to non-stop lately working clear up to 8 pm most nights as I do not wish to pull late nights trying to rush it. But this week with the second long drive I am just done in and it is still non-stop on the reno. I have so much painting to do and it has been made a harder job because the trim is already up except baseboards (because we still have to lay the hardwoods.) Best senario for the hardwoods is to be ready to install this weekend when we have less people to trip over and hubby can take a rest from our booming online business. loads of little tiny orders from ebay and tcg where we list single MTG cards.

Plus today is the day that the culmination of that business deal is going through only adding to our stress. buying over 2.5 tons of cards for a relatively good price and we think we can double our $$. I hope.

I feel like I am just plodding through I do not even feel awake and been up nearly an hour. To tired to walk, not enough time to do it as hubby and kids are ready to go pick up the MTG load in a little bit will take them 3 trips to get it all most likely and later it will be to hot and storming to do so. Sounds like excuses to me too but I just do not have it in me this morning to try and Contractor will be back in a short while.

What I will do is get that door stripped and the door way that it fits into. And hopefully painted as well. And will finish up the 2nd coats in a few areas that need attention on the other kitchen trim and splutches on the walls that need to really be green. Then maybe tomorrow I can start on the game room more seriously. And perhaps sleep the sleep of the dead and wake refreshed I am still waiting for that feeling since Saturdays drive and everyday I have felt blah. I need the walk... probably. Won't happen this morning. Maybe I will walk in the rain so long as it is not storming later.

That was a lot of ands.....

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Diet Calendar Entries for 29 July 2015:
892 kcal Fat: 60.29g | Prot: 57.20g | Carb: 50.74g.   Breakfast: Centrum Multivitamin/Multimineral Supplement, Member's Mark Omega 3 Fish Oil (1000 mg), Water, Atkins Mocha Latte Shake, Benefiber Fiber Supplement. Lunch: Black Raspberries, Cabot Vermont Style Cottage Cheese. Dinner: La Tortilla Factory Whole Wheat Low Carb High Fiber Tortillas, Roasted Broiled or Baked Chicken Thigh, Guacamole (Spicy). Snacks/Other: Peanut Butter Fat Bombs SIMPLE. more...
5865 kcal Activities & Exercise: Showering - 20 minutes, Cooking - 20 minutes, Watching TV/Computer - 3 hours, Painting - 6 hours, Do It Yourself (DIY) - 4 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 2 hours and 20 minutes. more...

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It's probably partly the crazy weather. Hot then chilly then wet. Plus we aren't used to the humidity. I think sometimes it's just your body saying slow down and take care of me too. Lots of changes for you too. Be kind to yourself for a few days.  
29 Jul 15 by member: nicholaix
You have too many things to do, no wonder you are tired and stressed out. Once it's over you will be able to breathe again. Hang in there. 
29 Jul 15 by member: snezica
I agree you are in desperate need of a rest day. Since you cannot do that just yet think about all you have accomplished and how terrific it will be when it is done. You have come such a long ways! The weather can also have a huge affect.  
29 Jul 15 by member: wholefoodnut
Some days are just like that. Hope yours picks up later!! And that door is going to be a work of graphic designer pride once its all done. 
29 Jul 15 by member: Bible Bliss
3 layers of goop onto the door with the best stuff we have found to do the job and there is still paint... and probably lead in it i thin i saw 10 layers of paint I was not adding one more and the poor door looked like hell... Not shabby chic. Just utter crap. Necessary. And this is side 1. :P Ladies, I am trying to keep the right attitude but wow it is hard today. 
29 Jul 15 by member: Pterath
I have not succumbed to food! I WILL PERSEVERE! 
29 Jul 15 by member: Pterath
You need a rest day but since you can't quite yet you can try a few things. Take an hour for yourself. Try a hot bath for an bit and tell everyone to leave you alone for it. Grab a book in a comfy chair and read. You deserve to grab some time for yourself so take it and do something that relaxes you. Good luck! 
29 Jul 15 by member: RoseFlorida
Sounds to me too that you need a me day! You got a lot going on. Our bodies tell us when to slow down. 
29 Jul 15 by member: dialla3201
Hope you have a fabulous day! =) 
29 Jul 15 by member: skwhite
I understand the stress you are going through, just went through it myself on a home renovation. If you can't take a do-nothing day, at least take a "My time hour". The stuff will all get done and you will certainly enjoy it more...probably your family will enjoy it more, too since you will be more rested. LOL Take time to enjoy your life for at least a little while every day and you'll have more days to do just that. 
29 Jul 15 by member: Lady Texan
I feel blah or meh all the time.. yesterday was one of those days for me for sure. I just take some time to myself even if its just shutting the bathroom door LOL  
29 Jul 15 by member: redgirl1974
That is a lot of work to re-do a door!! I've replaced almost all my doors and will do the rest as I get to those rooms. Necessity reigns here. My front door did not fit properly and it was like having a window open all the time. It is all new this spring with a good insulated one. The doors to the garage were hollow interior doors so I replaced them with ones up to code and insulated.  
29 Jul 15 by member: wholefoodnut
When I feel blah, I try to find one really really good thing in my life for which I am truly grateful - it helps me. 
29 Jul 15 by member: HCB
this door is original to the house the exterior door was too far gone this is from the mud room which we do not heat into the kitchen. only have 2 more doors that need this kind of attn. and it would be best if i got them done while the weather is good and or i have no hardwood floors to ruin lol...being in maine means good weather now so time is ticking....... almost so bad some days i feel the seconds tick by........ almost have 1 side done some of it is being stubborn. and contractor fixed a gap in the door it will look nice once I am done but it is going to bean all day job. screen door is attached and i think he is putting the cabinet hardware on YAY! and filling under the cabinets where there is a gap Such a great guy! 
29 Jul 15 by member: Pterath
You have a lot going on and the reno can seem endless. Hang in there, there will be an end to it and you will get there....sending you some positive thoughts and prayers. 
29 Jul 15 by member: jmb3450
Pterath, I think we have all been there, at least I have. Monday was so bad it was almost comical. Everyone in the office just started snapping at each other until we were all laughing. It helped. The best relief came when I got on the torture device, the treadmill. I hated it. I didn't want to do it, but I felt a lot better when I got off the thing. It just helped to burn off the stress. Hang in there. There are bad days, yes, but there are good days too. Hopefully, the good days out weigh the bad.  
29 Jul 15 by member: gwmoore4
my dear...........the way you are feeling is what i call A BAD CASE OF.......CAN'T HELP IT'S...this too will pass but you do need to slow down a bit... sending hugs  
29 Jul 15 by member: SJWNana
my dear...........the way you are feeling is what i call A BAD CASE OF.......CAN'T HELP IT'S...this too will pass but you do need to slow down a bit... sending hugs  
29 Jul 15 by member: SJWNana
I am literally feeling tanked like the tank is empty but you still have to keep going. and more of the same tomorrow. BLAH! And it is making me irritable and cranky! 
29 Jul 15 by member: Pterath
AWWW, I wish you were closer, I would come and help you. My projects could wait, no contractor in the wings, no deadlines to meet, only my own limits that get adjusted all the time.  
29 Jul 15 by member: wholefoodnut

     
 

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