PammiR's Journal, 08 November 2013

I really am constantly amazed by the people in my life. I really know some great people. I had a day that should have been difficult but somehow turned out to be way easier than the way it looked. I am lucky enough to work in a Super Positive environment.

I work at an art college and the students never cease to inspire me and bring about feelings of how peaceful and loving it must have been at Woodstock where people shared food and listened to great music and didn't let petty things turn a good time into a disaster. If only the world could even be a little bit of that.

A good example of this is how I drive. I think sometimes we all forget that humans drive cars and that humans can make errors in judgment. I am a driver who would rather wait an extra second than to assume a driver is going to stop to give me my turn. I get dirty looks all the time for being too careful. When someone cuts me off I always think to myself that I hope they are not on the way to an emergency, or that they have so many bad things happening to them that they are distracted. Today I was the one distracted and I accidently cut someone off. There was no wreck, it was because of the sun (I didn't see him).He was so angry at me he followed me to the gas station to yell at me. I tried to apologize but he was not having it and eventually I just started crying. This seemed to make him angrier and he left.

I find it hard to believe that I can always be wrong, when I am careful people hate it and when I am less than careful I am "a woman who should never have been given a driver's license". So confusing to me.

I faked the crying so he would leave to be honest, I had a feeling he was not someone who could put up with an emotional female. It did make me think about how unforgiving we can be as humans. A lot of people don't even hold themselves to the same standard they would like to hold others to. When he screeched out of the gas station he ran the red light to speed off. But I was the bad driver.

LOL

Pammi

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1262 kcal

Fat: 73.50g | Prot: 101.24g | Carb: 48.24g.   Breakfast: pro tonic protonic, Krystal 4Carb Scrmblr (Bacon). Lunch: Jack in the Box Low Fat Balsamic Vinaigrette Dressing, Jack in the Box Chicken Club Salad with Grilled Chicken Strips. Snacks/Other: Popcorn, Indiana Movie Theater Popcorn, Land O'Lakes Mini Moos Half & Half Creamers, Decaffeinated Coffee, Weight Watchers Light String Cheese, Breakstone's 100 Calorie Cottage Doubles - Blueberry. more...