senseiande's Journal, 07 August 2018

So....what does it get you...

after all there must be a payoff
stayin alive is one benefit...

but stain alive with ... power and virtue...
I look around...and I see my contemporaries...
1 1/2 feet in the grave.. and praying for it...
really ???

You got more inside... don't you..??
of course you do..we all have that private reel...

So, what motivates me ???

I'm still alive... anything else is keto gravy...

doesn't matter weather you are a man or a woman...
life demands that you recreate yourself... and sometimes your situation..is something only you, truly understand..
My life... you would never believe..and if I told it all...I would be called a liar.. but , you see...I don't give a damn about what others, who never had my best interest in mind to begin with, say..

So, where I am now ?
well, I was married to one woman, for 38 years,,lol..imagine that...who does that anymore ?
She dropped dead..at my feet and I tried to revive her...... you tell me... where do you go from there ?

So, what do excuses mean to me ???

No well the pic tell it all...
You retain your goal...you move on, you live and breathe...
and you never say die... until you do...

So, cry me a river ... youngbloods...you got a lot to live...
You got a lot more weight to lift, so many more reps..
I got you... I'll lift it beside you...
Every life has many contacts, influences and experience...
Some get tunnel vision..
WHo can uess who I ran with in pic 5..lol..

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Thank you for sharing these wonderful pictures with us. And, I am sorry for your loss. 
07 Aug 18 by member: adefwebserver
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07 Aug 18 by member: LenaBerdecia
Hmmm, another guits playa... 
07 Aug 18 by member: John10251
@john 10251 only if it has 12 strings...cause I can't find my way home... 
07 Aug 18 by member: senseiande
@john 10251 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoSn2Y-b6wI  
07 Aug 18 by member: senseiande
@ maixepmaihien Cam On.... 
07 Aug 18 by member: senseiande
@ adefwebserver yea, is a tough loss for most... and after 38 years.. damn harsh... but now 7 years gone... but, what ya gonna do...anyone in that situation has choices...after all..life is basically about choices... sometimes we win, sometimes we lose... but the only way we really ever lose is if we give up.. as harsh as life can be... I recommend to all.. to never go quietly into the night... live each day... for that day..because that is truly all there is... It is another reason I'll hit the gym or dojang... because inside I can leave the rest of the world..outside... it don't exist.. and stack enough days together,,, you build a solid foundation for a new life. 
07 Aug 18 by member: senseiande

     
 

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