I have struggled with my weight for about 15 years. I would do well and then I balloon up - I have had two wonderful children - so those pounds are still with me. I have finally decided to do some thing when I realized that I am the same weight I was when I was 9 month pregnant with my first child. I want to be sexy and smart about who I am - I don't want to be perceived that i am lazy about my health or anything else I do. I have 100 lbs to lose to get to the weight I want to be and I hope to do this before my 40th birthday in a short 21 months.