I'm a 35 year old mother of two. My son is 13 and my daughter is 11. I love to love life, but right now is not a good time for me....

I'm the cover girl for yo yo dieting. Two years ago I was in a size 8 after losing over 50lbs. Now, I'm back in a 14, slowly approaching a 16...
I want to lose weight for me. I hate myself when I'm fat, and I make life miserable for myself and others.