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14 November 2023

Weigh-in: 210.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 28.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment gaining 0.1 lb a week

13 October 2017

So I heard back from the agency on Monday, it was not good news. The fertility clinic has rejected me due to past bouts of PPD. I was upfront about this all with the agency when I first applied and I’m frustrated that they told me it wouldn’t be a problem. But mostly I’m just sad. I haven’t been handling it well. I’ve applied to a different agency, again, being totally upfront so we’ll see. I don’t have high hopes, but I just need to really make sure this opportunity is off the table so I can move on.
I’ve taken a break from my extreme diet and step goals. It’s so weird though, I had thought I’d completely binge on all the food I hadn’t allowed myself to eat the past 6 months, and I did a little. But afterwards I find myself feeling really guilty and making up for it the next day. As hard and frustrating as it’s been, I really like how my body looks now, and I’d like to keep losing. But I really hated having so many restrictions, it made me into a really cranky person. I think finding a happy medium is going to be hard.

06 October 2017

Weigh-in: 187.2 lb lost so far: 18.8 lb still to go: 5.2 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment gaining 0.4 lb a week

04 October 2017

01 October 2017

You guys, I did it!! I somehow made it to my goal weight in the middle of the afternoon while wearing clothes!

I went to the doctor for some unrelated health concerns and per usual they took my weight and height. I stepped on the scale, not really paying attention and she said 186.9. I stepped off then it dawned on me. I asked her to repeat it, she confirmed it and I started to tear up.

After my appointment I asked my doctor to write a note with my weight and height and I sent if off to my intake coordinator at the agency. She responded that she sent off my medical records to the fertility clinic and it’s about a 2 week turnaround time. So now I wait and see if I pass that step and get to go to Portland in a month or so.

In the meantime, I’m setting a new goal to lose at least 5 more pounds. I don’t want to be worried about my weight fluctuations and getting rejected when I’ve traveled all the way there.

But hey, I’m one huge step closer and I’m super pumped!

Weigh-in: 186.9 lb lost so far: 19.1 lb still to go: 4.9 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   (1 comment) losing 0.5 lb a week

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