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12 June 2008

11 June 2008

Well friends... I will not be around much anymore. With all the stress I am under I should lose weight.. as I can't eat without feeling sick. I am moving, I dont know where to, or for how long, or what I am going to do next.. but I was a "victim of a violent crime" today... (well technically yesterday since its almost 2am here). My sons dad came up behind me, wrapped his arm around my neck, and choked me so hard I literally couldn't take a breath, and couldn't speak. I thought I was going to die. I started getting dizzy. I think he probably only choked me for about 30 seconds, but it felt like minutes. He is in jail for now, but since we lived together, I am going to go stay with a friend for a while, to keep him from hurting me again. I had already told him I was going to move out, as he wanted me to. He said he didn't know why I was even there, and told me to get the fuck out. I picked up the phone, because I wanted to call my dad to see if I could come over their with Jaedon (my son) and when I picked up the phone and started walking out of the bedroom he came up behind me choking me and yelling "You wanted a reaction, here's your f***ing reaction, HOW DO YOU LIKE IT?" After I got up off the floor when he finally let go of my neck, I got up begging him not to touch me, all I wanted was to call my dad. I picked up my son, grabbed some clothes for him, and headed for the door. My ex stood in front of the door telling me that I would not leave that house with his son. He took him from me, and I ran down the stairs, made sure I had the car keys so he couldn't leave with my car and my son, and I ran down to a neighbors house and called 911. I am lost, dazed, tired, exhausted, yet cannot sleep. I don't have a job, and have no idea where to go from here. I feel like my life is shattered, and have no idea how to glue it back together. I may be without the net for a while, so if you don't hear from me, please don't worry. I will make sure that I am safe. I will miss you!

09 June 2008

08 June 2008

Ahhh... I am back. We should have stayed home because that vacation SUCKED ass! Lets see... we left last Saturday morning, went to the baby shower for my best friend... I was naughty and hate sandwiches on buns, ate a little cake and ice cream, and basically the whole week we were gone, I ate carbs out the ass, because well, thats what was there, and my Atkins friendly foods I brought weren't enough to last all week. Well, my son ended up in the ER on Tuesday, because he is allergic to mosquitoes... and had gotten over 100 bites. Then, my boyfriend lost our money, so we had no way of putting gas in the car to get ready to come home, so I had to call my dad, and he had to call the gas station and pay for our gas with his CC over the phone. THEN the alternator went out on our car... so again, Dad to the rescue. Well, before we even got the car fixed, my best friend whose baby shower we went to, ended up in early labor, and had to be flown to Marshfield... so I rode with her mom and another friend of hers down there, she is 33 weeks along today, and they had slowed the contractions down enough to hold off the labor for a while to try to strengthen the babies lungs, and they estimate that she is about a 5 pound baby right now. We finally got the car fixed, and got home... and my friend is still in the hospital, and my son is still covered in spots... we call him Polka Dot. I didn't get hardly any exercise, and ate like shit the whole week, but with everything else going on... I am not too worried about it. We are safe, and thats what matters. I hope everyone else had a better week than me, now on to reading journals to catch up!

08 June 2008

Weigh-in: 232.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 82.0 lb Diet followed N/A

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