zackzullo's Journal, 22 May 2022

been stress eating last few months because of a world of changes. I'm no longer with my wife, my surgery got pushed back a month, my aunt is in the hospital, and I was passed over on two promotions back to back. Its been a big confidence killer, and has caused me to slowly put this weight back on. I've been dodging putting my weight up because I've been embarrassed, but I've been slowly refocusing and recommitted myself to getting back down to my weight I was at, and then some. wish me luck
543.6 lb Lost so far: 135.0 lb.    Still to go: 193.6 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entry for 22 May 2022:
780 kcal Fat: 38.00g | Prot: 47.50g | Carb: 70.50g.   Breakfast: Jif Creamy Peanut Butter, Quaker Rice Cakes - Apple Cinnamon, Great Value Greek Nonfat Yogurt - Plain (Cup), Boost Boost High Protein. more...
gaining 2.2 lb a week

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There is no shame in starting over again. I've done it many times.  
22 May 22 by member: saigegirl
I've started over several times on this journey. I lost count. As long as you see where the mistake is, take ownership of it, and begin again.... Success is still within your reach. You got this and you can do this. 
22 May 22 by member: DJ Firestarta
I’m doing it right now. Hang in there. Loosing weight is hard work! 
22 May 22 by member: caraken
You can do this! Look how far you have already come. Even with the adversity, you are inspiring to me! Stay strong, and persevere on! 
22 May 22 by member: purple_rose_3
Life hits us hard sometimes and sounds like you've had your share of troubles lately. Hang in there, make a plan, stick to it and progress will come. It isn't easy but results will do alot for your confidence! Best of luck!💪💪 
22 May 22 by member: Diana 1234
@zack: you have already come SO FAR! Never give up! This is a lifelong battle for most of us! It's impressive to know where you started and where you are! Be proud of starting over! You are getting back on track. That's IMPORTANT! Track your calories - drink half your body weight in ounces of water - move your body as often as you can - get plenty of sleep! You know the routine! Stay the course! You CAN DO THIS! We are all here to support you! Visit this site every day - read everything! 🌞 🌝 🌎 🫶 🔥 
22 May 22 by member: 3dkids2
Hang in there my friend. Maybe something better is coming for you. 💪 
22 May 22 by member: ginome
Good Luck I know you can do it! 
23 May 22 by member: Smylynn Black
3dkids2– half of this member’s weight in water daily Is not a good recommendation. 
23 May 22 by member: Kenna Morton
Good luck, you got this 👍 
23 May 22 by member: cmj29
Be as kind to yourself as you would a stranger…. Give yourself credit for the things you do and are doing… you got this 
23 May 22 by member: kdondar
life can be a struggle on so many levels. I highly recommend a book called Can’t Hurt Me by David Goggins. Warning: he does not sugarcoat his message. He helped me get through some stuff, maybe his story can help you. Every day on earth is an opportunity to do better than yesterday. Reset and get after it. Good luck. 
23 May 22 by member: Aaronloseweight
I hope things get better for you. I'll keep you in prayer  
23 May 22 by member: RN16
So proud of you for overcoming this. That was the hardest thing for me. Then it was the before pictures. I took them and then deleted. Took them and deleted. Refused to post them for a long time. Now they are my saving grace. Every time I get sad or down I go back and look at where I have come from and god damn have I come a long way. Be proud of your growth. I find that in these days I ended up being my biggest bully. I would bully myself in my head and say how fat I was and just simply pick and pick on myself then stress eat then shame myself for reaching for food for comfort again. When I didn’t need another bully, I needed to be my own best friend. I hung up all the clothes I wanted to fit in to all over my house. I made prize charts that had rewards that were not good related. I posted my before pictures and kept posting my progress pictures. And just recently I sat myself down and pretended to truly be my own best friend and wrote myself a letter of appreciation. I read it every morning when I take my medicine. And it’s part of my medication routine now. We are all a work in progress. Our journeys are beautiful. You already have taken such big steps. Lean on this community. You can do this. We believe in you and we are all behind you more than you will ever know!  
12 Jul 22 by member: kickingcarbs

     
 

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