thanks for the concern, I really do appreciate it.
On this Christmas day I did drive to the cemetery (about 85 miles one way, traffic was actually light), left flowers, had a moment of feeling like I should of done more for them, been a better son (like I turned out a disappointment), had the stabbing pain of loneliness then drove home...had dinner at sizzler (yes, I went off the rails...AND IT TASTED SOOOO GOOD!)
for those that are curious...my video I made last year, it helped.
https://vimeo.com/132299198
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