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Feeling really out of sorts today.. I truly and sincerely hate this feeling! I can tell people postive things when this mood hits them yet I am unable to convince myself that it will pass.
I just feel so blah and have an empty feeling that will not leave. I know these feelings can not be filled with food, and honestly right now it is a struggle to eat. BUT I know I have to eat and eat healthy!
I know this feeling stems from something and I believe it is the passing of family and friends in the month of October. Too many people have died in October and all around my birthday to boot.
I would list them but am scared that would only lead to a breakdown that unfortunately will come no matter how I try to stop it.
Today's goals is to simply get through the day with no emotional breakdowns.
Diet Calendar Entries for 01 November 2011:
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1084 kcal
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Fat: 39.75g | Prot: 29.98g | Carb: 160.01g.
Breakfast: Zucchini Muffin, Coffee, No Calorie Sweetener (Packets), Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Sugar. Lunch: Crunchy (Oats 'N' Honey), No Calorie Sweetener (Packets), Green Tea. Dinner: Vegan Margarine, Marble Cheddar Cheese, Water, 100% Whole Wheat Bread. Snacks/Other: 100% Whole Wheat, Smooth Peanut Butter Light, Bananas, Pears, No Calorie Sweetener (Packets), Coffee (Black), Water. more...
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1564 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Swimming (moderate) - 1 hour, work - 7 hours, Calisthenics (light, e.g. home exercise) - 15 minutes, Resting - 7 hours and 45 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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Sorry that you are grieving but you know it's important to allow yourself to do that. Sounds like its been tough. I am sorry for your loss'. Be patient with yourself. Like you told me, medicate yourself with the outdoors or music, just not food. I wish you peace.
02 Nov 11 by member: Honestly
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I did find my comfort in a weird place yesterday.. laughter.. all the emotions wrapped up into one and released. Also knowing that the loved one is at peace and re-united with her husband also brought about a sence of calmness too. Thank you for your support.. it is grately appreciated.
02 Nov 11 by member: pam-u-la
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