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I did it. Yesterday I stayed on track the entire time. I was quite proud my myself until about 10 at night when I started to get hungry. I took a bath and read a book. Distracted me a bit. And I filled up on ice water. Lots of it. I don't know about you guys, but I only like my water if it's really cold. Just short of crystilizing cold. Yummy. Warm water is disgusting. It tastes like spit. Yuck. I don't see how Kelly and CC do it. Nasties. Rambling I know, but I'm very passionate about my water. Resturants don't even get it right. I asked for ICE water, not luke warm water with 3 or 4 of your flat annoying ice cubes in it.
Halloween party is on Saturday. We do a pot luck sort of thing. Michael and I (read michael is at work, so becki has to do it) are making rice crispy treats, brownie pizza, peanut butter brownies, 3 pizzas, and califlower casserole. I'm thinking that I might make some carmel apples as a gift or something. I'm not against all of this cooking, I like to cook. I love to bake. The crispy treats will be cute. I have small baking pans in the shape of a bat, a ghost, and a pumpkin. I'm deciding a plan of attack right now. I'm gonna have a crispy treat, and 2 squares of pizza. Then I'm gonna fill up on the califlower. It's surprisingly delicious. I just don't make it alot because Michael doesn't like califlower. Bt is gonna bring another side, Cory and Andrew are bringing drinks, and CC and Cassie and Dylan and Darrel are doing appitizers. I'll have a bit of appitizers, just not sure what. And, I think that if I space it out right, I can feel full.
I also have to clean. Plan of attack is today I'm gonna clean my bedroom. Tomorrow I'm gonna clean the guest bathroom really good. I also have a tour planned for an assisted living place for my grandpa. (More on that tomorrow). Weds is gonna be the living room and the stairs. (I hate vaccumming with a passion) Thursday is the dining room and kitchen. Gonna cook everything but the crispy treats and califlower casserole on Fri. Then those two on Sat cause they're best if they're fresh. Also gonna clean (and wash) the ferret's cage on Sat.
I think it's good. I need something to do. I need a reason to get out of bed right now. It's sad but true.
I'm feeling alot more positive right now than I have been in the past couple of days. Which is good. I don't like feeling like this. I don't like feeling depressed, and the anger comes from not liking myself like that gets released at Michael, and he really doesn't deserve that.
Gonna try to get the energy to go walking today. I do miss that. it's truej me time.
Diet Calendar Entry for 24 October 2011:
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1373 kcal
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Fat: 69.55g | Prot: 72.83g | Carb: 116.49g.
Lunch: blue cheese dressing, cheddar happy farms, hardboiled egg, spinach, lettuce, chicken breast. Dinner: mayo, catsup, sweet potato, english muffin, Mild Cheddar Cheese, ground turkey. Snacks/Other: cottage cheese, apple, Honey Buns. more...
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