ladyofthewood98's Journal, 13 October 2011

I am sorry about how you must feel, are you sure he is only talking about weight? You can do the diet I am sure....... 

Yes, that and I smoke too much. He's really stressed right now as we are trying to buy a house and it's not going right. :( I was just so heartbroken and blindsided. It really stung. I'm a recovering meth addict (3 years) and know in my mind how to lose weight the right way but putting it into practice is a different story. He's not very affectionate anymore and now I know why. :( 

I'm sorry you had to endure that. Do you think you could talk to your husband about how that made you feel? Ask him if he will help you stay motivated and focused on your new path. Would that help you? 

Yes it would. He's been texting me from work about how sorry he is. He really is a good guy. I just didnt know my weight was that much of a problem for him. He supports me in whatever I do. But hes not overweight. Im at home all day with the baby and I attend school online so I don't exercise much and its' not like we go workout together or anything. When I talk about my weight he just says then do something about it. lol 

Do you go yo meetings? Get to a meeting tonight..... 

Yes, and I've been on AA chat room all day. :)  

good for you, glad to hear that...  

:} thanks.