jerrymiller's Journal, 14 February 2016

don't worry valentine's day is a crock of s#! $ anyway.... if I didn't have kids I would just forget this stupid day altogether  

I know, but there are just too many reminders around (not V day) of what romance is...I miss those feelings of attachment, it depressing and gets hard not to hit the "comfort foods" (beer, munchies, sports broadcastings, etc.. like a guy version of wit the brain shifted to "N"), imagine a guy version of sitting around in your pj's eating cookie dough ice cream and watching depressing movies... 

We all love you, Jerry! 

You're a good dude, Jerry. Hang in there. There are many, many lonely people in need of attachment out there, and most of them are in relationships. Ironically, you're not alone in your loneliness. You've got a good group here who can sympathize, I'm sure. I know that doesn't soften the blow, but I'm hoping your day is spent looking forward with hope. We're here for you, buddy! 

I'm married and I feel the same way.... that's why I've been on here all day :D I like everyone here.  

I hear you, Jerry. It's definitely a depressing and crappy day, but you have your bird, and we both have good friends here! 

What do you shoot? My dad used to own an old Navy Colt. It was a blast. (Yeah, you get it.) 

I want to go to the Moose Lodge. What are they serving for breakfast? 

Each lodge is a different, but generally all the classic stuff...eggs, bacon, sausage, ham, biscuit, gravy, eggs to order, I've seen French toast, coffee, teas (iced & hot), chicken fried steak, etc...for me the usual is eggs, bacon, a sausage, today I brought from home 2 slices of Mahler low carb soy/flax bread and grated parmesan cheese. I indulged in a brass frame Remington New Army Cap & Ball .44 cal revolver Christmas gift to myself last year, but I have a Lyman Graet plains Hawken .50 cal in lefty flintlock with the Lyman great Plains .50 cal cap pistol (single shot)...I've been 'into' black powder now (geez, what? 20 years?!, after selling off my SCA Armor (a dozen years getting hit with sticks!) and leaving that do to being gutted by a drunk driver) but haven't shot for the last 5-6 do to my old and then the motorcycle injuries and family duties... 

The bird is your pet, right? What is its name? 

Pip, Pippin, brat, buddy, mister.....and the Great Green Overlord (I serve his will)