HerStrawberri's Journal, 15 August 2011

Happy Monday?!?! We had great weather this past weekend and it put me in a total fall mood. I want harvest decorations and great smelling candles. I also want crisp sunny days and apple picking. Hot apple cider and the smell of burning leaves. Come on fall!! My fav season of them all. I could live in a world of fall. =)

WEll my food was good and bad this weekend. Friday and Sunday nights were bad. I initially gained 3 lbs from my friday night carb-fest and then lost a lb then gained it back. SOOoo, I officially weigh 315. I'm going back and forth about putting it in my weight history.

I'm better mentally today. Even with the food binges, I'm not really mad at myself. I'm not even worried about having carb backlash. I know what I have to do, and I'm going to do it. i think i just needed a little bit of a break. It seemed to help the obsessive thoughts. I've got control over the 'crazy' and will keep moving forward. I'm not going to blow all my hard work.

I'm not as into journaling as I used to be. I'm not sure why. I know I need to do it, and I will continue.....I don't know. I'm feeling a little disconnected I guess. I think it's because, all last week, my reg schedule was screwed up due to my P working nights. I wasn't able to journal during the day and read journals....and that's my morning routine. It may sound silly, but it motivates me for the rest of the day. It's what I have been doing the whole summer. I'm a creatue of habit, and when stuff gets screwed up...i feel 'off'.

This is my last week of 'freedon'. I start school next week. I'm basically petrified. LOL. I'm getting my books today, tomorrow I have a 4 hour orientation. I get my school ID and other stuffs. i will officially be a college student. again. =)

I bought new make up yesterday and had so much fun doing it. Until i got up to the register and realized the great stuff I *thought* was on sale wasn't and it was ALOT of money. I was a little embarressed I spent so much on make-up....but I haven't bought new make-up in a very long time. So I thought 'WTH'. I L-O-V-E eyeshadow. I could literally spend hours in the make-up departments. I love playing around with bright colors and stuff. My eyes and hair are basically the 2 things I like on my body so I have fun playing with them.


Diet Calendar Entries for 15 August 2011:
1331 kcal Fat: 88.42g | Prot: 102.65g | Carb: 27.07g.   Breakfast: Brown 'n Serve Turkey Sausage Links, Light & Fit Carb and Sugar Control Yogurt - Strawberry. Lunch: Pork Loin (Tenderloin), iceburg garden lettuce, Ranch Salad Dressing. Dinner: iceburg garden lettuce, Light Ranch Dressing, filet mignon. Snacks/Other: sour cream, Mayonnaise, Celery, Original Whipped Light Cream, vanilla prot powder, Light & Fit Carb and Sugar Control Yogurt - Strawberry, 2% String Cheese Sticks. more...
3481 kcal Activities & Exercise: Resting - 16 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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I LOVE Fall too, well, I love Spring too. ;) We try to go to an Applefest every year. Love it. I homeschool my kids. I won't be getting the curriculum until the end of this month, so it will be September before we start. I think we are all (me and the kids) ready to get back to routine. lol Thank you for always reading and supporting me in my journals. It helps when you feel like you aren't talking to yourself. lol I'm so bad about replying in others journals. I'm trying to get better. I have a hard time putting words together. I'm one of those ones that would rather talk in person, than write/text. lol Have a great day!  
15 Aug 11 by member: kcook323
I totally understand the feeling of talking to yourself. =) I feel like that alot. I feel like people need to be supported and encouraged. It helps them succeed. =) I think that's cool you homeschool your kids. With how dangerous schools are now-a-days....it makes sense to me. I'm a total writer...and texter. I abbreviate EVERYTHING because of texting. Even when i talk. My P sometimes is like...UMMM what did u just say?? When i first started journaling on here, I wrote how I text. You get so used to that. Or used to how your phone does caps or punc for you. LOL. How lazy is THAT?? I hope you have a great day Kendra! 
15 Aug 11 by member: HerStrawberri
hahaha i love fall and winter! I went on a little shopping spree. Ok i just love accessories and mens clothing.... -____- :) Omg my friends went into sephora and i was like...um... what is that? Such a hot mess. I love fall and winter fashion though! hehe. Good luck with school i'm starting in about 2 weeks! I can't wait though. I hate texting....see for me texting should be like...so wanna meet up in ten over here and thats it. Love talking in person, however the gf is the opposite sometimes. Oh well have a great monday! 
15 Aug 11 by member: Ninjapanda

     
 

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