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Yay, I'm down in weight but was just diagnossed as diabetic. Good fucking times. They want to prescribe medicine now... so I guess I'll just do it. I'm not able to manage my weight well enough so maybe the medicine will help with that. I'm so depressed though but it's time to move a long and get the health thing under control. I'm 35 so it's not like being unhealthy is not going to be acceptable anymore. I really hate myself right now. I'm disgusted with myself actually. Moving across country, traveling every week straight for 9 months... all of it, skinny people can do all of that and not gain weight. But me, well I have to go and be a complete fat ass stereotype and gain a bunch of weight.
Didn't think entering a lower weight would come with a a self be-rating post about how stupid and horrible I am, but hey, there's a first time for everything. It's not like loosing 2 pounds means anything anyway when you get diagnossed as a diabetic and prescribed medicine. It just seems so pointless to be excited about weight loss. Ha! I should go eat a burger tonight as a "reward" and futher my diabetes along so I can just die faster. I'm old enough for a heart attack I should just induce one.
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177.4 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 22.4 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 25 September 2015:
losing 0.6 lb a week
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