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I keep disappearing...sorry about that. I had a pretty unpleasant encounter with one of my husband's coworkers on St. Paddy's day that got me pretty depressed. The guy was drunk and hanging out with the friends that I was meeting out there (hubby had to work). My buddies decided to get some gyros at a restaurant across the street from the bar we had been hanging out at, and my hubby's coworker follows us over there a few moments later and takes the booth behind ours. I had a friend with me who speaks Spanish. This guy was speaking Spanish to one of his friends on the phone, and the friend of mine who knows Spanish - goes from having a good time to completely pissed off. "Your buddy is an asshole" she says to the guy that we had met out there - the mutual friend - the guy connecting us to this prick. "Seriously. He's a dick.". I asked her what he said, but she wouldn't tell me. It took her a few more drinks to spit it out. The guy basically said "yeah, I was hanging out with my buddy, but now he's hanging with a couple of fat chicks...". RUDE. I had actually been excited to meet this fellow - my husband always said the guy was fun. I was nothing but nice to him when he was around, and...it just sucks. It's not like I don't give myself enough crap for it, you know? Sometimes I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. Forget fitting rooms. There's no reason for a complete stranger to be so insensitive, and I hate that I let it get to me. I let it get to me for nearly a week, and I was in a really bad funk about it. But you know what? Eff that guy. I'll let his negativity be fuel for my fire. I joined the local gym yesterday - was there for an hour and half then and for two hours today. We do an annual float trip, and I'm hoping to be down to 195-205 by August. I'm going to try to stop drinking alcohol as an experiment to see if that helps out...I will def. keep ya'll posted on my progress.
Diet Calendar Entries for 25 March 2011:
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1311 kcal
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Fat: 36.44g | Prot: 79.42g | Carb: 171.60g.
Breakfast: coffee with creamer, spinach tomato mushroom omelette. Lunch: frozen berries, granola, fit n active yogurt. Dinner: slow cooker chicken marsala - tablespoon.com. Snacks/Other: almonds, green valley steamers, instant brown rice, 100 calorie pack chocolate chip cookies. more...
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3257 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Weight Training (moderate) - 10 minutes, Bicycling (slow) - 11/mph - 10 minutes, Exercise machine (slow) - 1 hour, Resting - 14 hours and 40 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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