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So, today I decided to take advantage of the warm weather and do my jog outside...wow what a slap in the face reminder of how fucking cruel todays society is....
I am about half way through my 5km walk/jog at 279lbs trying to make a difference and a change before some idiot decided to drive by and yell "hey fatty"...my immediate thought is....dont let it bother you, yet at 2am it is still eating me up....how the fuck can some random stranger put such a crushing blow on my 2months of progress!!!!
No wonder so many people who get fat stay fat!!! What fucking kind of world do we live in where people can't just drive by and mind their own fucking business!
I am sorry for my language but I am still so mad right now that it isn't even funny.
I just don"t understand...its no wonder people dont step out and embrace change....cause obviously when you do reality comes back to punch you in the face.
Today was my first outdoor walk/jog and that was the appreciation and acceptance i got from society....
Thanks random stranger for attempting to send me ten steps back!!!! I have a big "FUCK YOU!!!!" coming your way and a strong belief karma will come back to you....
I wish i could sit here thick skinned and strong minded enough to say that it didnt hurt....but honestly.....it crushed me. I have worked so hard and one off the cuff comment from a stranger damaged it all... Thanks...hope you sleep well
Diet Calendar Entry for 19 March 2011:
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1323 kcal
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Fat: 48.86g | Prot: 68.85g | Carb: 168.16g.
Breakfast: Honey Clusters Cereal, 1% Fat Milk. Lunch: pork cottage roll, 100% Whole Wheat Bread, Becel Original Butter. Dinner: pork, Sweet Potato (Without Salt, Baked In Skin, Cooked), potatoe, broccoli. more...
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I don't think there are many people out there who wouldn't be bothered by that comment. But ignorant and agressive people are always going to be out there waiting to knock you down whether you weigh 279 or 105 pounds. Someone will always have something mean to say. So hold your head high, cuss them out in your mind for a minute and then forget it because they will not remember you for long either. Don't let them effect you more than you effected them. Besides while they are lughing at your size you should be laughing at their stupidity. Because you know they can't ahve made it very far in life with an attitude like that! Hope this helps and congratulations on your progress. I know how hard it is to lose even a single pound, you should be proud!
19 Mar 11 by member: tucker89
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Ps. sorry about the spelling. lol. Sometimes I type too fast and don't look at what I wrote.
19 Mar 11 by member: tucker89
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This saddens and hurts me too Des. It infuriated your little protective brother too. Our bro and I will be by your side jogging outside showing the dumb ass how wrong he is. Look on the lighter side ..... we may be bigger women but we can change that but he will always be a ignorant ass and that won't change. I do believe in karma and it will strike at the most inopportune time in his life. We as a family support you in your adventure of a lifetime, I may be your older sister but I have really looked to you as an example of how to be strong. Please don't let his comments detour you from jogging outside with me. It was the best workout I have had in a while. I will jog beside you with my head held high and be proud of who we are and how far we have come without ever looking back!
21 Mar 11 by member: Nicole77
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