This week is just not a good week for me emotionally. My BF and I had a long talk late last night about whether or not we should stay together. We have been through so much together, and I love him more then anything, but we don’t want the same things out of life. He doesn’t want marriage or kids, I do. He wants to stay right by his parents, same town and everything, whereas I would like to move either somewhere else in VT or somewhere out of state (but close to VT as my Dad has been sick for some time now). We haven’t come to a conclusion about us, but I feel like we both know where it’s going and this may be our last weekend together. Part of me wants to use this to get a really good C25K workout in today, while the other part of me just wants to go home and sleep. Why do relationships have to be so hard?